I'm sorry But I'm in a really depressing mood right now
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People think I'm happy all the time, hence the username, "Sunshine " on another app But really, I'm not.
I'm just a 14 year old girl who is struggling Struggling to fit in.
Struggling to maintain a reputation.
Struggling to not scream at the people who hurt me.
Struggling to put a smile on everyone's faces but my own. Struggling to be happy.
No one would ever think that me, the girl who would drop everything for a total stranger, Would be sad.
Would be hurt.
Would turn to people who she doesn't even know what they look like for support.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm.
Not.
Okay.
Okay?
