Different

INTRODUCTION

NARUTO'S POV

I wonder what if all of us, human beings, will understand each other and respect each other... Nah that will never happen. Hello there! I'm Uzumaki Naruto, a normal 17 year old high school student living all by himself in a small apartment in Konoha. I recently moved here because at my old school I was beaten up and physically abused and called names like "faggot" or "burden" almost by everyone cuz I'm gay. Yeah, I live alone because my parents died when I was born. I don't know how, this is the only thing my godfather, Jiraya, told me. He also died 2 years ago because of a heart attack..

When I found him in his room on the ground at his apartment I didn't know what to do. First I was trying to stay calm but it didn't last long.. I panicked, my heart was starting to race and my eyes were filling with some sort of watery stuff.. Ah! They're called tears! I kneeled by his side and let it all out.
There were loud sobbs I couldn't control and then a loud scream of pain that was heard everywhere in the building.. He was like a father to me and was the only one who accepted me and didn't judge me because I'm different.. After 3 months after the incident I became very depressed and I started to cut my wrists. That's right. It was easing the pain a little.

Right now I am alone in this damn world, I don't have any relatives left or friends.. You can say that my life is pretty fucked up. I was thinking about getting rid of myself but I don't want to do it. Not yet.

Tomorrow I'll go to my new high school and I hope I won't get bullied again.. And if I do I don't think I'd care anymore, cuz I'm a "burden" and "don't deserve to live"..

It was already 10:00pm. I went to bathroom which was connected to my bedroom, took a shower and then brushed my teeth. I was looking at my wrists and the will of taking a knife and cut them was strong but I decided not to do it. There were still 5 red scars on each wrist from 3 days ago so.. I turned off the lights, went out of the bathroom and dressed in my Pjamas who were actually only boxers, leaving my upper body naked.
I closed the apartment door and then literally jumped on my bed. I stretched and looked at my right side only to see a picture of me and Jiraya.. I smiled. My eyes were starting to fill with tears but I didn't let them out. I switched my gaze to the ceiling and some memories were going through my mind right now.. "Jiraya.. I want to tell you something.." I said. "You can call me however you want and also judge me or even beat the crap out of me afterwards but I want to tell you that-" I was about to cry. "That..?" He said seeing my eyes filled with fear and tears."-that.. I'm gay, OK?!" I said letting a tear roll down my whiskered cheek. After a few seconds of awkward silence Jiraya finally spoke out and aproached me. "Well.." He said. I closed my eyes shut waiting for a punch or something like that but all I got was a warm hug from him. After three seconds realizing what happened I hugged him back and my tears instantly disapeared but my heart rate was still high. He could feel it and hugged me tighter. "Aren't you angry at me..?" I said burrying my face in his shoulder. "Why would I be?" He said, now we were face to face. "I would never judge you in any way. And also I could never beat you. You're my godson and the only one who I live for, now that my wife, Tsunade, is dead. I love you, Naruto, and from now on you can tell me anything you want to." And with that I started to cry and jumped on him holding him tight. "T-Thank you, Jiraya. I love you too, ya know? I don't know what I'd do without you..". And then I fell asleep.