Ugh so this new guy in my class is sitting next to me and I call him the fugly duckling because he has this awful haircut and it's so weird. But like he sits next to me so I know his personality and shiz and I actually really like him now. Like once I got past the hair cut he's pretty cute and he's really funny. But there's a girl in my class who really likes him and he like jokes around with her and stuff and I've never felt that sort of jealousy over a guy before because I thought I was above that but no it's because I've never had a real crush since preschool.
But now he like knows I'm really smart (at least for my age group) and all he ever talks to me about is what does this mean? Or what did she say? And stuff like that. But I really like him but he probably thinks I'm a nerd. Not to mention I'm getting my new glasses soon because my old ones suck and I haven't worn glasses in front of him before so that'll like make him think I'm such a nerd. Agh and then I'm also getting braces soon. Ugh why do I like him.
