Contagious (H20 Delirious x Reader)

Chapter 9: Lustful Decent

HI! Welcome to chapter 9 of, CONTAGIOUS!!! Thank you for you for all your comments! I love them! I haven't updated this in 6 days so, here it is! This is also depressing and cutting and stuff, so be warned! The whole thing is gonna be another flashback's flashback, just in case! Thank you for understandings! ENJOY!!!

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~Flashback~

Delirious's POV

I woke up, my eyes felt puffy and nothing but sadness washed over me. I moved around my bed, thinking about Rayan. I knew it was stupid to climb that tree. But I didn't think it would take my Rayan from me. I opened my eyes and looked at Rayan's side of the room, her lonely bed in sight. My tears streamed down my face, now pouring like rain. I didn't cry this much before, I never felt this much pain. 

My Rayan was gone and my joy has gone along with her. Without her, I'm useless, without her I'm crazy, without her I'm...Not who I was. 

I got up from my bed and walked into my hallway, (Same old house) I was met with my parents. They seemed upset, their eyes were pure red and watery. I walked up to my parents. I pulled at my mom's white sweater. 

 She looked down at me, crying even harder. She bent down and hugged me tightly, losing my breath in the process. I could feel her crying on my shoulder. I started crying as well. We cried together for a few minutes. I cried in her shoulder, and tried to get out of her trap. She released me and got up. "I-I'm sorry, Jonathan, I'm sorry for not being there...I know how much she ment to you, Jonathan." I looked up at her and she looked down at me. Her eyes were sorry, but I just looked down and turned around, walking to my room.

I jumped on my bed and curled up in my bed, pulling the covers over me. Nothing could be worse then this feeling of guilt. It was so strong that I punched my pillow, almost hitting my face. The pillow now wet with my tears was now a dark blue color instead of its baby blue color it should have been. Everything I felt today was bringing me to my breaking point, I couldn't handle it. I felt so scared and lonely, just so...Blank. She was always there for me but now, I'm just somebody else. 

I got up from my bed and walked out of my room, past the living room where my parents were. I walked into my kitchen, walking to the knives and picked the sharpest one out of the few. I grabbed it, touching the smooth blade with my finger tip. So sharp and thin, I wonder if a touch could draw blood. I went for a little peck on the thin layer of metal. I touched it, pressing a little bit harder. My skin tour apart, turning into a bloody mess on my finger. The red texture ran down my fingers, to the palm of my hand. I cut deeper into my index finger, getting more and more blood. The pain kept sucking me in its beautiful trap. 

I took the knife out of my finger, turning the knife so its vertical. I looked at myself through the metal. My smile, its different...

Something about it made me shutter

It made my heart Beat faster

It made my eyes more devious

It made me...CrAzY 

My eyes widened as I felt power from this new feeling. It was so shaking to the bone and nice. I had to have more! I put the blade on my other finger, my middle finger. I pressed down, earning a new cut in my finger. The blood went out of the wound, sliding down my hand to my wrist. A drop formed on it, dropping to the ground onto the dark wood floor. The blood felt so right, but I knew it was wrong. But I needed this feeling, more than anything, but at what price?

~Time Skip~

Somethings wrong with me

Something is in me

Something got into my body

The blood, the cuts, the smile...It all felt so right. I felt more and more different as I kept cutting. Blood was running down my legs and my arms, dripping on the floor. I felt something heavy in me, it kept getting bigger every time the knife and my skin connect. I knew something was trying to latch onto me. But I kept going until the darkness took over me. 

~Dream Portal Thing~ (:P)

I saw color as I was asleep, the color was rainbow. The rainbow color painted colors over the black, the rainbow took over my vision as it was the only thing I could see. The rainbow reminded me of Rayan, how happy she made me feel when I'm down. I looked down, trying not to think about her. But whatever I did, I couldn't stop thinking about her. 

The color got bright and brighter until it the colors of the rainbow turned into shades of red that became darker and darker. The red was coming closer to me, becoming darker and darker until I felt a hand on my shoulder.

Everything stopped, it was so quite. All I heard was breathing, and it wasn't mine. I looked down at my shoulders, a hand lies there. I scanned up to the owner. It was a man, He was wearing a black and red tux, with red glowing cat eyes. He smiles down at me, but not anything like mine. His eyes turned darker until a pair of demonic horns grew out of each end of his head. I knew this was gonna be a new life I am gonna have to conquer, I knew the task was gonna be difficult. He bent down to my height and turned his head, staring at me.

"Hello, Johny..."

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Well, that was fun writing! I hope you liked this chapter so far! I know its another cliffhanger! And I know that I haven't been in the present in the last like...I don't know how many chapters I said that, "I'm gonna show (Y/N) my true form." I know I still need to do that, I will sooner or later. But anyways, please leave a comment and tell me what you thought of this chapter!! Also, leave a star if you liked it! You don't have to if you don't want to! BYE!!! AND THANK YOU!!!!