Twitter Dms (Joshaya) •in editing•

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josh.matthews: oh shit

blondebeauty: wait what

josh.matthews: of course out of all the messages that deliver it was that one

blondebeauty: josh...

josh.matthews: Maya I'm so sorry I really am. That girl. She means nothing to me. I swear. I made her take it down because i knew it hurt you. This past month has been hell without you

blondebeauty: it has?

josh.matthews: yes! It has. All my meet and greets I was distracted because I would always check my phone to see if you came back and it torn me apart every time I looked and you didn't

josh.matthews: and whenever something happened and I just would want to talk to you about it I couldn't.

josh.matthews: and fuck Maya I missed you so much it hurt. There was a pain in my chest knowing you hate me. I can't stand it.

blondebeauty: I don't know what to say josh

josh.matthews: I talked to Riley

blondebeauty: I know

josh.matthews: you knew?

blondebeauty: of course I did. You were talking to both of us

josh.matthews: both?

blondebeauty: there were times when I would take Rileys phone and dm you and tell you about how I was doing.

josh.matthews: so all the times when it said something like "she misses you like crazy" and "she's being torn apart by this" was you?

blondebeauty: yeah, someone had to be honest with you on what was actually happening with me. Riles just didn't want you to feel bad or like it was your fault

josh.matthews: but it was

blondebeauty: it wasn't. I had a lot going on and that tweet pushed me over the top. I thought that someone took my special place

josh.matthews: your special place?

blondebeauty: oh my god, you idiot! Its You! You were my special place because I knew I could talk to you about anything. You treated me like a princess and the thought that someone took you away scared me.

blondebeauty: my feelings scared me

josh.matthews: am I not your special place anymore? And of course I treated you that way. You're my princess.

josh.matthews: what feelings?

blondebeauty: for right now, you have to earn back that trust to be my special place again.

blondebeauty: the feelings I have for you.

blondebeauty: I like you Josh

josh.matthews: I'm coming to New York

blondebeauty: wait what?

josh.matthews: im coming to New York and we are going to meet and we are gonna talk about this. About us. Face to face.

josh.matthews: I really like you Maya

blondebeauty: you're aight too

josh.matthews: I missed you too. Did you miss me?

blondebeauty: eh

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