Hate
Hate
Hate
Jin hated doing this. Taking one every night. But if he didn't he'd panick. He thinks that if he doesn't take one every night he won't be able to sleep. And he's not able to. It doesn't matter what time it is. He'll take it just to sleep. What if Namjoon found out about this? He looks in Jin's restroom and sees a box of bar soap and he opens it but only to find pills. Sleeping pills. Of all kinds.He did't mind which kind as long as there was diphenhydramine. Commonly used for allergies it also makes you sleepy. One taken every night. He onced panicked thinking he didn't have anymore. It was the worst thing he experienced. Eyes were tearing up,heavy breathing, his stomach was doing some sort of butterflies thing but not the butterflies you get when you were happy, but when you are panicked they weren't butterflies they were........ um.... they were moths.
Hate
Hate
Hate
Jin hated it but he needed it. For he surely would die if he didn't take one of those pills every night.
Hate
Hate
Need
But still Jin needed it. If it weren't for those Jin would be ugly, sleep deprived, confused, and just not himself.
It was hate but it was needed in his life. If only it wasn't.
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Secret Love Affair
FanfictionNamjoon, rapper of BTS Jin, vocals of BTS. Slowly getting closer together forming a bond of more than just friendship. But will the other members accept this Secret Love Affair?
