Secret Love Affair

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CALL THIS

Jin awoke from his nap to see Namjoon on his phone typing away.
Namjoon turned to the side and saw Jin "Well good morning Princess." Jin loved when Namjoon called him that "Good morning Namjoonie" Jin replied smiling.
Namjoon suddenly remembered the pills. He scrunched up his face debating whether or not to talk with Jin about it. He decided he had to. He wanted to make sure nothing is wrong with Jin he wanted to make sure he was healthy and safe.
"Jin. I need to ask you something"
"What is it Namjoon?"
"Well the thing is I went to the restroom and there was no soap so I looked under the sink opened a box of soap and I found pills. A lot of them. Is everything okay Jin please tell me I want you to be healthy and I want you to trust me"
"ALLERGIES"Jin  quickly screamed in a hushed tone
"I don't think that's the truth hyung. Not all of them were allergy pills. Please tell me the truth are you an addict? I can help."
Addict? Jin never really thought that he was an addict. Did addicts take pills everyday. Oh wait yeah most do. How could Jin let himself be this person? He wanted help but he didn't think it was possible. No one would understand. But he wanted Namjoon to love a normal person. Not a over the counter pill addict. Ugh why was this so hard for him?
"Namjoon. You wouldn't understand."
"I can always try"
"I need these pills. I'd die without them."
"NO you won't Jin it's all in your mind I just want to help you get better"
"Namjoon-" Jin said trying to hold back tears but couldn't utter and word.
"Na- Namjoon am I really an addict?" Jin said through tears. His eyes were red and his cheeks were puffy a single tear rolled down his cheek.
"I want to get better Namjoon. I-I just don't know how." He was sobbing now and hyperventilating at the thought of his pills being gone
"Jin hyung" Namjoon said.
"Please don't cry I'll help you, I promise and I'll never leave you." Namjoon said holding Jin's head in his hands. He used his thumb to wipe a tear off Jin's face. Jin leaned into his shoulder and started sobbing into it. Namjoon let him. Namjoon kissed Jin's head "You're going to be okay" Namjoon whispered still kissing the elder's head.
Jin believed him. He knew Namjoon was going to make it okay. He trusted him. Jin wanted to be free of those things. And he was. He was finally going to get better.

I'm sorry my story has been absolute trash I'm really trying I just can't UGHHHHH please forgive me.