Secret Love Affair

Help

Help. That's what Jin needs.
Help. That's what Namjoon is giving.
Help, support, assistance, relief.
Jin wants to feel relief.

"Okay Namjoon said "throw them all away." He said pointing at all the pills they laid out on the bed.
"Bu-but Namjoon, I'm scared." Jin said to Namjoon in a shakey voice.
"Of what? There's nothing to be scared of, remember? I'm here for you, I'll always be here for you." Namjoon said, there was so much care in his voice Jin had never heard him say something in that tone.
Jin gathered up all the pills in his hands and threw them into the trash bag Namjoon had brought into the room.
"Okay" Jin said but he didn't feel okay.

*A few hours later*

It was getting to the time that Jin usually gets sleepy with the pills, but now he didn't feel anything. Jin tried to sleep, but he couldn't. He was panicking. Going crazy. His heart was bumping really fast, he couldn't breathe, he was getting dizzy, he wanted to die. Was he gonna die? It was a good thing that Yoongi was out of town and he didn't see Jin going mad.
He couldn't handle this anymore, he grabbed his cell phone and called Namjoon's number.
"Hello, Jin hyung is everything ok?"
"No" Jin said he couldn't lie because nothing was okay
"I need you" Jin continued "please come I'm scared."
Namjoon bolted out of his bed worried for Jin. He opens the door to Jin's room and sees him at the side of his bed quietly sobbing. Namjoon closed the door and rushed to Jin. He grabbed him and put him on his laps. Jin hugged Namjoon and sniffled in his shoulder. Namjoon put Jin on the bed and lay down next to him. Jin's back was to Namjoon so Namjoon wrapped his arms around Jin and pulled him close. He kissed his head and was massaging his scalp. "You're safe baby, there's nothing to be scared of" Namjoon whispered.

Help. Is what Jin got.
Help. Is what Namjoon gave.
Relief. Is what Jin feels.

I'm sorry I've been writing like crap I mean like I always do that but lately it's been bad . Sorry.