Do you really know what's the meaning of cosa nostra? Or well-known as mafia, gang, organization, and a yakuza. to tell you they are really dangerous they can kill you without hesitation, do you remember the stories that your parents used to tell yo...
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finding out that we were moving a week ago, had never had me day dreaming about a lot of things. especially when it comes to that bastard master of mine tssss -_- on most parts i'd wanted to let the mission continue, because the less I daydreamed the less disappointment it would be. I'd forgotten that the less I daydreamed the more shocked I'd be to. what had occured a week ago though seemed like a very good candidate for a perfect daydream tsk *note the sarcasm* A historical mafia lord jack astrin barnes like being had descended from the heavens above and had talked to me, had held my hand. and worst it HE FREAKING STOLE MY AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH------nevermind -__-
I admit that I got intrigued by him, there was no way to deny it, astrin head been a beautiful positive killer. But truth be told, that wasn't it. There was just something about him. something just pulled me in. something warm and comfy. I didn't know what it was....but I found myself back at the same me when I was still with them my happiness back then until its faded But he bring back the best of me even its exactly 4weeks when I met him tsss ang corny ko naman -__-
I've told you that I'm here near the pool? well yeah I'm here alone cause they're all busy especially the 3 girls with their masters, swerte ko kasi hindi naman kasi masyadong strict yung amo ko.
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while sitting one of the bench near the pool I heard same sound of a birds cry ran through the woods reminding me of the setting sun, like everyday. My nagging conscience that almost always turned out correct other times couldn't help but warn me, aaarrrrggghhhhh what kind of mission is this? gussshhhh torture T____T was being this friendly wit stranger being incredibly stupid? right? just all because he looked really really really handsome? ohhh fvck!!!!!! what am I saying?
I sighed as I turned towards the darkening sky and finally got up off the bench, maybe he couldn't come today. ooopppssss aiaiiishhhh yeah right I'm waiting for him cause he said so tsk
"I'm sorry" I stared down at my feet as I let him hold my hand, goosshhh I think I blushed
"what for master? " he took step closer, his footstep thumping on the patio floor. gooosshhh his so near
"being late" I was shocked yes I am
"its almost dark" I shrugged turning around I looked up into the bright blue ocean eyes of him. thats what he called his eyes. but its beautiful. damn thea what are you doing?
"I know and again I'm sorry" bakit niya kailangan mag sorry? ayos lang naman saakin kasi nga yaya lang ako.
"how was your day?" I changed the topic cause I felt awkward
"profitable. how about you? how was your day?"
I shrugged, "still what day called day" I answered boredom what? im serious, tss he just laughed at me seriously? is he really a 4th mafia boss? like wtf? I thought his cold and plain stupid but look at him now his so so stupid -___-
"you're angry" he smirk owww no boy I want to erase that badly so I shook my head "no I'm not"
"yes, you are." he again smirk at me seriously? aaarrrggghh
"okay, a little"I admitted in a small voice, looking at him and I smirk, I slumped in my seat. astrin edged closer and for the first time moved his hands over my shoulder, I stilled. all the question in my mind suddenly just slipping it in one go.
"are you engaged? married? in a relationship? Do you have a kids? are you really even twenty one?" I blurted out hurriedly as I asked him the questions i'd been wanting to ask him for days cause I saw him talking with someone and to tell you his angry that time and call names to that girl yes I know its girl cause I heard him ok? I look astrin stilled beside me and his grip on my shoulder tightened I cringed a little at his strength. his still a man.
he sighed, "no, no, I don't know, no, yes" maybe.....
"so its.......complicated?" I tried to ask him. malay niyo sasabihin niya or sasagutin niya tanong ko hehehehhee
"yes" booom
yes....
it was already dark now, the moon was making itself known, another night another dazzling us with its rays.
"oohhh...." I inched out of astrin's arms and smiled awkwardly when I stood Up and turned towards him.
"It's getting getting late, I have to make dinner" i told him cause I felt awkward, frowning slightly astrin got up, rubbing his hands on his pants.
"want some help? aarrrgggg astrin go aaway, my hands on the doorknob I opened it and looked back at a smiling astrin. I shook my head. He was in a relationship and I didn't want the other girl to feel cheated, even I'm evil. I still have conscience.
"no I can handle myself my mom said don't make your master help you whenever your making a chores"I didn't want to see astrin's reaction or hear his response, I moving back quickly I turned away and closed the door behind me.
***
4 hours later found me sitting in the living room its already 10:00 pm with a cup of forgotten chilled coffee, I myself lying numb in the couch the sound of footsteps entered the living room settled through the air and I let out a small sigh.
"hoy" I just stared at annika who sat beside the couch where I'm lying
"ohh" I answered
"what are you doing?" she asked I don't know either
"I dont know?" I asked politely
"you're weird this past few days anything happened?" she really knew me all along even a single detail about me she knows cause she's like a sister to me were been together since baby
"nothing I'm just confused" yes im telling the truth tsss
"you know what thea, you don't me" she rose her eyebrow pfff the accent of hers shit laughtrip HHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH (imitating the accent of pilipino that sound like joking you know HAHHAHHAHAHA I laugh everytime my classmates using that accent)
"pppfffftt HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH what's with that accent annika?" I laughed hard, bruuuhhh she's really weirder than me wooooohhh hahahhahaha
"ppfffttt stop that thea, HHAAHHAHAHAHA your face is priceless omyygaaasshhh you're so ugly o my god" she also laugh as do I, she's my bestfriend ever since. even though annika seems like a silent type although she really is but still she can laugh and smile not like ashleigh hahahahhahahahaha joke
and our night went well, I forgot the problem in my head. thanks to annika she really amazing. thats why I love her so much very much. but also stacey and ashleigh. even I don't really know ashleigh. my heart tells me that she's a good friend :)
