The Bad Girl (girlxgirl)

I've always been in denial about my sexuality, hooking up with guys, playing around with them. I guess I was always just using them, trying to hide the fact that everytime they kissed me, everytime they touched me, I was disgusted.

I guess I've been in the closet my whole life now that I think about it, but now, now I can't help it. She's just so sexy. Yes she's 3 years older than me, but all those leather jackets she wears, her dark eye makeup, the way she walks, talks, the way she takes drags out of cigarettes, the motorcycle she rides, her tight black skinny jeans. She's undeniably sexy.

And here I am, 16 years old and thinking about my best friends sister while I lay here in bed. This is so wrong, but it feels so right.