Finding Forever (Sequel to Hood Love) FINISHED

Chapter 30

Quan :

" Come here lil' dude, whatchu whinning for ? " I pick up my son and rock him in my arms trying to sssh him while Cedes slept.

He put his fingers into his mouth chewing or gumming on them. I took him out his room and down the stairs. I walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge pulling out his bottle that was already pepared for him. I went ahead and warmed it up, Checked it then took him into my livingroom to feed him.

My boy grows so fast with his Lil' chubby ass! Ugh, Just want to never let his ass go.

I watched him as I continued to feed him. I was going to let Mercedes sleep because she stayed up alllll last night with him because he was just crying and whinning...Most likely because I wasn't here. I had business to go handle.

I heard the door open and closed and looked up as my brother came in.

" Nigga where the fuck you been?! Its been a damn week you been missing with an ' I need time text ' ma'fuckah you need to be yo ass here! " I tell him raising my voice forgeting about the baby, he starts crying again spitting out the nipple of the bottle. Ugh, fuck man!

" its alot of shit ! "

" Shit you can't tell me !? " I asked.

" I dumped Lexus...crazy bitch tried to fight me when I broke up with her. I fought that bitch back ! " He says. Damn, but and ? He knew that was gon' happen. Im surprised she ain't kill him..." Then this bitch tells me she's pregnant ! " My mouth dropped. " Im not ready to be a father! Shit, i bearly remember to feed my damn self, how the fuck am I gon' remember to feed and take care of a baby!? I don't want kids! Especially with that bitch! She planned this shit ! "

I could see it in his face....he wasn't ready. Nor did he want this.

But we weren't raised to be deadbeat ass niggas that not take care of our seeds, our father was like that! We had an' single mother that went through hell to raise and take care of us.

" What are you gon' do ? Ask her to get an abortion ? "

" You know im not bout that shit...but I can't with her. I don't feel like I could even be civil with this girl for a kids sake! But I don't wana harm MY seed. A child I made, thats dead beat shit " He tells me. I nod.

For once in a loooong time...I was speechless with Chucky. I didn't know what to say to him.

I continued to feed jr.

" You sure she pregnant, dawg? "

" Made her take me with her to the doctor the day after she told me and I choked her ass " I shook my head. He a trip.

I sighed.

" You got to do what you got to do...you wasn't wrapping it up ?! "

" Most of the time! Bitch kept trying to seduce me and shit! I was getting caught off guard, fresh out the shower, Chucky here's pussy. Just woke up, heres some more..Bout to eat, Want some p.ssy with that? Bout to sleep, let me give you some before you go! Want ya d.ck sucked with that too ? " I started cracking up laughing but he was serious.

" Got to control it man. I think she planned this out...If it comes to me and Cedes having to be the big people and do the custody exchanged between yall...if you decide to let that bitch keep it...you know Cousin Rekinyah give ghetto abortions for the right price cause you know she wouldn't even consider getting rid of YO baby! But you know we here for you " I explain, I wish my pep talk could have been better...but shit, I was SPEECHLESS with Chucky...

To be honest I thought HE would have been giving them talks to ME!

Not the other way around, Im talking to my big brother like this. Smh, shit don' changed.