Chapter 9: Everything collapses

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Ah, so you've finally giving up..,
Good.

Yamaguchi couldn't help but think everyone would be happier without him. These thoughts.. They overwhelmed his mind. He couldn't focus. "Yamaguchi!!" Suddenly Tsukki shouted, and when Yama snapped back into reality, he saw Tsukki putting out some flames from the food Yamaguchi was cooking. "O-oh!!i-I'm so sorry!!" Yamaguchi panicked. Tsukki sighed lightly. "It's fine. What happened? You were just staring blankly.." Tsukki turned to Yama. Yamaguchi could feel his face flush pale. "Oh.. Um...just deep in thought, I guess." He tried to smile, but couldn't. It was like his smiles were a distant fantasy now. "Tch." Tsukki clicked his tongue. That's not good. "Yamaguchi, what's up with you? You're acting so.. Different." Yamaguchi couldn't hide anything anymore. It was all over. Everything.. "Tsukki.. I'm...I.." Suddenly, he broke down into tears. "I-I'm such a fucking idiot.. I-I can't do anything right!!!" Tsukki just hugged the freckled boy. He stroked his brown hair, trying to do for him. Yama...what's going on inside of that head of yours...?
(Skippy skippy skip)

When Yama finally calmed down, he slowly pulled away. He knew he couldn't hide it any longer. "Yamaguchi.. Tell me what's going on." Tsukki said softly, but sternly. "Tsukki.." Yama began. "I've lied to you.. I wasn't eating because I never felt like it. I didn't want to eat. These.. These bandages..." He looked down at them. "...no.. No. Never mind.. But, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I've been like this." Tsukki didn't know what to say... His adorable boyfriend, suffering..."Yamaguchi..." "I need to um... Go somewhere. That okay?" Yamaguchi looked awful at this point. "Um.. Sure... Should I come?" Tsukki was a little overprotective, but that was a good thing. "I..I need time to myself.." Yama mumbled, grabbing his shoes. "Okay... Fine, but be back soon." The blonde sighed deeply. "...." There was silence from Yama. He was writing something on a notepad. "Read this after I leave okay?" Yamaguchi walked to the door. "S-sure.." Tsukki said. "Great. I love you, Tsukki." Yama smiled painfully. "I love you too.." "Okay..."

"Bye."

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