I literally was just triggered and now I'm slowly slipping into a panic attack I just ranted and yelled at a 8 year old who was the one who triggered me and then she called me mean even though I didn't touch her and was literally hitting me with a belt,threw a rag at me, and then dumped water on the floor while I was moping it...then she called me ugly and told me I wasn't cute
I know I'm not cute I've been ugly since the day I was born and I became the way I was because of people
And my family calls me a robot half the time...now I'm self doubting myself really bad and I want to disappear gosh why must people be so complicated
This is why I hate myself and society...
Sorry about the rant I just felt like I needed someone to talk to even though I'll be ok someday...nah
