Hold me close please

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Sometimes all people wanna hear is a simple I'm here for you...just to keep going....well for me all I wanna hear is I love you...and I'll keep going till my last breath....stand for what you believe even if you stand alone...

Every time I close my eye i see it..........I see the truth, the world that everyone try to hid. Flashbacks pains me..... more than my brother death. I forgive when I forget but when u don't forget I don't forgive it's weird i know but........it's the Truth......it's me it's my life and how i live it and who lives it with me.

Trust me when I say I wanted to leave this world more than anything..... but when I open my eyes I see my brother.....still clueless to the world around him......and when I hear his screams i can hear the devil himself speak it's scary........my whole body jolts with fright with fear....I hate my memories but I also love it is it sooo wrong to hate something you love or is it soo wrong to love something you deeply hate.....

My body jolts with fear I look up too the 2 people i thought I could trust and see someone that wasn't.... them like they aren't standing in front of me like they are in out of space.....

They looked at me with disgust i try not to close my eyes or the memories I sweetly hate comes back.....everything the scream the hit the pain.....but the worst the reaction the looks they give.

This is something I wrote a while back😊 hope you guys like it.....😘😘

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