A/N the pic is of Jax
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Today was the day I feared for Alex. Like everyone else has a fight with Jordan, even the girls have blood drawn. It has been a week since we found Alex, and he has come to the rule of a loner of the group. Since we found him we have passed through three more towns and haven't made any additions to the group.

As I see Alex fall to the ground with what looks like a broken nose and a bad black eye. He looks up at me with an expression full of pain and I decided that I had seen enough. I step forward to get Jordan away from Alex. Soon the twins and Zander stepped forward also and held him off as I picked the small teen off the ground.

I had to practically drag the boy to into one of the abandon buildings in the town. I lay him down on the couch in the small living room and I reach out to touch his bruised face, but he flinches away from my hand. He has panic in his eyes and I know why he's afraid. Even though he knows I wouldn't purposely hurt him ,he's wary. Even though I know why he's afraid of me, I can feel the hurt swelling in me. He must of seen the hurt in my eyes because he looked at me with sadness in his. He slowly leaned the side of his face into my palm that I hadn't realized I was still holding up. I can see a blush slowly creeping up his neck and a my stomach started to feel like a bunch of, oh whats the word I'm looking for, oh I know,butterfly's are flying around in there. I'm pretty sure that's not natural I'll have to ask Madelyn about it she knows a lot about sicknesses.

Alex looks up at me with shy look as I start to inspect his bruised face I see he didn't break his nose ,but it is bleeding. Ohh he's definitely going to have quit a few bruises.

I say into the silence,"So, what you do to make Jordan mad at you"

He looks at me and says,"He thinks I purposely touched his sisters ass." He looks down and I heard an almost silent mumble,"I don't even swing that way, like at all."

I barely heard that last line and it was so faint I'm sure I imagined it. Then louder he says,"I have a killer headache."I smile down at him and I tell him I'm going to see if I can find something to help with his head given his nose had stopped bleeding.

I move to the bathroom and see a cabinet over the sink. It's one of those cabinets that have a mirror over then and when you pull it back you see the shelves. I stop and gasp slightly.

As I stare back my reflection I don't see Jax Henderson looking back but I see Blake Henderson,my father, looking at me. The resemblance is frightening I had my father's body and face, we were practically twins. The only difference was I got my mother's dirty blond hair where's my fathers was a black. Plus my eyes are hazel where his are an icy blue.

I shake my self out of my daze and I open the cabinet and I grab some headache medicine. I walk back into the living room to see Alex sitting up in the couch looking down at his hands. As he hears me near he lifts his head and for the first time I realize his eyes aren't really brown but as the fading light from the sun shines threw a window, I see his eyes are more of a dark honey color.

Now that weird feeling is back again,hmm I'll have ask about that soon I might be coming down with something.Though it's not very likely I've never been sick before I remember my father saying I got my immunity from him.

I hand him his pills and it looks like he dug a bottle of water out of my back pack. He takes his pills and he closed his eyes and he barley shakes his head, almost to himself as if he's telling himself not to do something. As I stand in front of him a piece of his hair (which he recently convinced Tori to cut for him) fell in front of his face. Without thinking I reach out and brush the hair out of his face.

He immediately stilled, as I pull my hand back he looks up at me and smiles unsurely.

~Alexie pov~

OMG. I cant believe he just did that, the guy I've been crushing on for months just brushed my hair back. If he doesn't stop doing cute things like that I'm going to kiss him. And probably make a fool out of myself. You see I've never actually kissed anyone before. And plus Jax is like a hundred percent straight, he would never like someone like me, the loner of the group. Sometimes I wonder why he even talks to me. The other people don't really like me. It's not like I'm rude or something or I don't pull my own weight it's just I'm not a social creature and they kind of see me as the goth troubled kid that sits in the back of the class room that always thinks to much.

Not that it bothers me it just makes me wonder what causes a person like Jax to actually bother with me. I heard a story about Jax back when before the killing. I heard some of the kids that were in his original group talking about how he used to shove smaller kids into lockers when he was going through the school. Supposedly he pushed a new kid down some steps at school and the kid had broke his arm. But Jax isn't the only one I've heard violent story's about. I guess Dylan,Jordan,and Jayden didn't have the best childhood. Though both Dylan and Jordan went to violence where Jayden learned to control her temper.

But back to the looking at the god like creature in front of me giving me a curious look. I blush noticing what I was doing, and wondered how long I've sat hear like an idiot thinking. I shiver slightly, its kind of cold in here. When Jax sees me shiver he grabs a blanket laying on a chair in the room.

He sat down on one side if the couch as I lay down with the blanket on me. He says in a soft voice, as if he didn't want to scare me,"Rest up tomorrow is training day and it doesn't matter what shape you're in everyone has to come. I'll bring you some breakfast in the morning so you won't have to immediately see Jordan in the morning."

He goes to stand up but before he could I reach out and grab his arm and say quietly,"please don't leave, stay here with me." I give him my best sad eyes and he chuckles slightly and says he can stay the night but he need to go to Madelyn first he thinks he's coming down with something. I let go of his arm and I can feel my cheeks heating up I can't believe I actually grabbed his arm. He leaves and I try to sleep but I just can't seem to. After a couple hours of dozing in and out I'm on the brink of passing out when the front door of the house opens.

Jax's soft breathing fills the room and I would get up but I cant even open my eyes now. I hear his light footsteps walking to me and they pause right by my side. I can practically see him gazing down at my with his beautiful eyes that seem to change colors in different lighting. I can see his calculating dark green eyes as he takes in every detail. He's always doing that accessing a situation and finding out exactly what he's looking for.

I can hear him softly say to the darkness,"Perhaps Madelyn is right,I just might be infatuated with one pretty Alexie."

I drift father into sleep and I tell my self I'm just imagining these words and Jax has already walked to a different room to sleep. And it was definitely my mind playing tricks on me when I felt soft warm lips press against my own.

------------------------------------------------------ Sorry about the ridiculous gap between chapters I've had some serious writer's block but I'm back now at least. Once again so sorry about the gap.
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