mrs. and mrs.

clueless

Mika's POV

It was still dark when I woke up.. i checked on the clock and it is just 4 in the morning.... My whole body was aching... I tried to get up and i noticed the little space where i've been lying...

Ghad i slept on the sofa that's why and i was surprised when i saw Ara inches from me....

S*** i looked at her and she was sleeping calmly.... I can't help but to stare at her face...

then i smiled... I remembered how our day went by yesterday... It was pretty tiring but it was great and i wanted to spend more of those kind of days with her...

I slowly got up, and freshened up... I changed my clothes and carefully prepared breakfast for her... 

Well people might think that im a bratt but heyh i can take care of myself... i can cook, wash the dishes, do laundry and clean my own place....

While preparing a bell pepper and mushroom omelette for Ara i was thinking.....  Am i really ready to fall in love... I really like this girl and the last thing that i would like to happen is to hurt her...  One thing is for sure... I wanted us to be together and i will do anything to get her but i am not sure if this is the right time....

I need more time to reassess my feelings... Cammie knows that i've gone through a very hard process of moving on from my previous relationship and i am not sure yet if my heart and my mind is already capable of entertaining another person and treat her as the love of my life....

I think i am just scared of being hurt so badly and having a hard time to cope up and get back on track again....

I called my manager and asked her if i can have a short vacation maybe for just 2-3 nights....

I just need to be alone.. away from all the fuss and stress...

After preparing breakfast... I packed my things and booked a flight to whatever place as long as i can leave from this place within an hour....

I wrote a note to my Dearest Ara.... saying that i have errands to do early in the morning so i left first and she can just lock the door of the condo when she leaves..... 

I know my act will leave her clueless but i really need to do this... i need to make sure..... I just hope that i will be able to clear my mind after this short vacay...

Ara's POV

I woke up and immediately thought about the special girl who slept beside me.... but i felt a bit down when i saw that she is already gone... i got up and checked her out in the bathroom but she is not there... the whole place was also quiet.. I wonder where she went.. i checked the living room and the kitchen then there i saw a breakfast prepared for me with a note...

I checked the clock and it is just 7am... still early.... i don't recall any appointments or guestings that she might be attending this morning...

i opened the note and found out that she already left.. For what reason? i don't know... it is not stated on the short note...

i washed my face and brushed my teeth... then changed my clothes.... i also ate the breakfast that she prepared for me.... then made sure everything is in order before i left and locked the door....

I wonder where she is right now.... We had a good time, i am sure that it was a mutual feeling... but why did she leave without even saying a word or even goodbye... it sucks...  

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