You regret everything you did.
You POV:
I was too weak. Why did I get tempted easily? WHY? I love hoshi but I still don't know why I fell for that kiss.
I have been calling him and texting him this whole week but there was no reply. Usually when we argue, it's him that chases ne and asks for forgiveness but now he didn't. He doesn't even reply.
Ughhh. Why am I so stupid?!! I hate myself! I wanna die! I don't want to hurt hoshi again!
I knew I was wrong but because of my goddamn pride I still talked back during our fight.
The boys have been texting me since that day. The kept on asking questions about what happened. I answered their questions while hoping they could help me.
They said hoshi was acting weird. He doesn't mention my name and is overworking him self in the practice room lately. They said maybe it was to forget about me.
They ask hoshi about it but he dodges the questions. They said that he eats less and talks less. He also doesn't use his phone anymore.
You were really worried.
You decided to go to hoshi in the practice room and apologize until he forgives you even if you die doing it.
YOU ARE READING
Make up or Make out??
Fanfichoshi x reader smut!!! And angst at the first parts.. WARNING!! This is my first smut fic :3 sorry if you don't like it. ----------------------- You and hoshi just fought and now your trying to make up with him. But what if the only way to make up i...
