Jihoon's new change

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Jihoon POV

I walked around the school on the first day of school to make sure I knew where my classes where. When I look at my schedule I realized I failed one of my classes so I have to take them over again.

When I left one classroom to go to the other, I saw someone walking in the hallways but he looked a bit confused. He must of transferred from another school, he must be a junior like me.

I was thinking if I should help him or not but he looked really tall and tall people piss me off and it looked like if I walked towards him he looked like he would've fell right on me like a stack of papers on a desk.

I wanted to be nice but I was too scared. Suddenly, one of my Hyungs began to talk to him. It seemed that he was trying to find a classroom but he doesn't know where.

For some reason I don't have a good feeling about this new guy. I have a feeling that something bad will happen and I'll get sucked into it with him.

I just ignored him and continued on with going to my other classrooms. When I got to the last classroom, it was the one I failed for a second time. I was going to walk in but I saw someone, it was the new guy.

He seemed to be drawing something, but what? I wanted to see but he was by the windows plus I was too short anyways, like always. He looked so concentrated on his drawing. He was using soft strokes of his pencil on the paper, it seemed as if he was drawing a person.

He suddenly just stopped drawing and just stared at his drawing. Then he just smiled out of nowhere and that gave me a warm feeling inside.

'What am I saying? I sound so gay. Wait, am I gay? I don't know. Why is life so complicated?' I thought.

I then left and went to first period as the bell was about to ring in about 8-10 minutes. As I went I saw kids entering my class as well so I just walked in a grabbed a seat by the windows.

*time skip*

The bell rang and it was time for lunch and I usually didn't go to the lunchroom. I go to the Music clubroom and that is where me and my other 2 friends, Seokmin and Minghao, meet.

There is a music club of 3 units and me and Seokmin are in the Vocal Unit while Minghao is in the Performance Unit. He is a very good dancer and he also practiced a lot of Wushu when he lived in China.

Me and Seokmin knew each other since middle school. He tells me everything but since I'm quiet I don't tell him anything unless he knows I have something wrong. As for Minghao, I met him when we started high school and we became good friends.

I got to the Music clubroom and I knocked on the door and I heard Seokmin say 'Come in'. I walked in and Seokmin greeted me and I just waved to him. I was curious where Minghao was.

"Minghao forgot his lunch in his classroom and left to get it quickly. He will be back soon." Seokmin said giving me a big smile.

"Are you a mind reader or what?" I replied sarcastically but in a whisper so Seokmin didn't hear me.

He just giggled a bit and began his vocal warm ups. I began eating a sandwich with peanut butter and jelly and only ate one half while the other is for Seokmin.

I then began my vocal warm ups and practice doing my high and low pitches. And once I was done I took a break and sat down. Then Minghao walked in and greeted both me and Seokmin. Seokmin greeted him back as I just waved to him a bit.

"Jihoon hyung, your voice sounded very nice. You should sing more often." Minghao told me and I shook my head meaning no.

"Awe why not? Your voice is so nice and gentle." Minghao responded and all I did was shrug my shoulders and cover my mouth because my face changed to a light shade of pink.

I get embarrassed easily when I get compliments. I get embarrassed even if I mess up on something. I don't like when people hear me sing or do my warm ups because I know that people wouldn't like my voice so I try not to sing or talk in front of other people. But when they hear it I'm scared of them because I'm scared of them being judgmental.

But ever since I was young I was very quiet and never really talked a lot. And I never had a lot of friends either so I didn't really talk to anyone. But now I have Minghao and Seokmin but I rarely talk to them either. Minghao has never heard me speak but Seokmin has heard me speak when I was younger.

*Flashback*

We were walking home from school and we walked by some stores. Some I have seen before. And some were new and I haven't seen them before. I stopped to look at one of the stores.

I was looking at something that looked cool to me and I said 'Wow' but very lowly and Seokmin heard me. "You should talk more. Nothing is going to happen. Your voice is soft and soothing." He said as he gave me a little smile.

I just turned away and blushed a bit. "I'll try to........maybe." I said very lightly. His eyes went wide but then he just smiled and said 'Okay'.

*End of flashback*

I never really talked to him since. Well it's a new year, maybe I should I should invite him over today. Then we can probably practice today. I should invite Minghao too.

"Hey, guys? Do you want to come over to my house today? It's ok if you don't want to." I said scared that they would say no.

Minghao's eyes went wide when he heard me speak. He was so amazed he didn't move for a while. The same reaction came from Seokmin but he smiled instead.

"I'd love to. How about you Minghao?" He said as he smiled towards Minghao.

"Huh? Uh...yeah sure. What time Jihoon hyung?"

"Right after school?" I asked softly.

"Yeah sure." They both said at the same time.

I gave a small smile and left to go to next period. I heard Minghao ask Seokmin if this was the first time I ever talked. I laughed at how innocent he was.

The rest of the day went normally like school would usually go then when the end of class came I waited for both Minghao and Seokmin outside by the gate. I was looking at the ground while I was waiting for them.

I started feeling as if someone was looking at me. I didn't look up but someone walked by me and once they left I didn't have that feeling anymore. It must've been that person that walked by me he must've looked up so he didn't bump into me.

I met up with Minghao and Seokmin and we started walking to my house. Seokmin and Minghao were talking about some homework they have to do. Once we got to my house they stopped talking to follow me to my room.

To be continued....

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