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As Soon As I Thought My Life Couldn't Get Any Crazier, This Shit Just Went Extreme. I Still Wanna Kno' How In The Fuck Did They Kno' That I Was There Wit' Rella? And Why Was Zasha Wit' Them?
I Bet Money That She Has Somethin' Ta' Do Wit' Rain Findin' Out. Thing's Are Really Fucked Up Now...I'm Scared To Even Go Inside The House. I Had Left Rella's 'Bout Thirty Minutes Ago Afta' Rain Stormed Out.
I'm Now Sittin' In The Drive Way Inside My Car. I Do Kno' That I'm Gonna Have Ta' Come Out And Deal Wit' This Sooner Or Later. I'm Real Life Scared Of Rain Right Now She's In The House Doin' God Kno's What.
Afta' Gettin' Some Type Of Courage I Got Out Of The Car Goin' Up To The Front Door Unlockin' It Wit' My Key. I Walked Inside Ta' Hea' Silence..As I Walked Deeper Inside Of The House It Was Still Silent.
Until I Got By The Stairs I Heard Things Bein' Thrown And Glass Bein' Broken, Sighed Heavily And Walked Upstairs Slowly As I Heard The Sounds. I Made It Into The Bedroom To See That It Was A Mess Glass Was All Over The Floor My Clothes And Shoes Was.
Even My Jewelry Rain Wasn't No Where To Be Found In The Room, That's When She Walked Out The Closet Throwin' Some Mo' Of My Clothes On The Ground. They Were Now Ripped Up And Raggedy Now.
"Rain." I Spoke Up.
She Looked Up At Me And Then Went Back Into The Closet. I Then Walked In There To See Her Cuttin' Up More Of My Clothes.
"Rain Please Speak Ta' Me."
She Ignored Me And Continued Doin' What She Was Doin'.
"Rain Please?" I Begged.
I Grabbed Her Arm And She Snatched Away Turnin' Around Lookin' At Me.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?"
"I Want You Ta' Hea' Me Out."
"I Don't Wanna Hear Shit That You Gotta Say."
She Brushed Past Me And Threw Some More Of My Clothes Out.
"Please Bae I Will Tell You A 100% Of The Truth. Whateva' You Wanna Hea' I'll Tell You."
She Stood There As Tears Filled Ha' Eyelids.
"Why?"
"The Last Thing I Wanted Ta' Do Was Hurt You."
"You Failed At That. Why Would You Do This To Me?"
"I Don't Kno' What I Wasn't Thinkin'..I Was Thinkin' 'Bout Myself."
"That's All You Ever Do. I Trusted You...And This Is What You Pull?"
"I Was Wrong..You Didn't Deserve That."
"How Long Have This Been Going On?"
"A Few Months."
She Stared At Me Then She Threw My Rolex Watch At Me It Hit Me Across Ma Face.
"SO YOU BEEN FUCKING THIS BITCH FOR MONTHS?"
"Yes." I Groaned.
She Took A Deep Breath Tryin' Ta' Calm Ha' Self Down.
"Was You Using Protection?"
"Yes."
"I'm So Disappointed And Hurt I Can't Even Look At You Right Now."
She Put Her Hand On Her Forehead As Tears Ran Down Her Eyes. It Really Hurts Me To See Rain Cryin' The Way She Is. I Really Fucked Up.
"Rain Baby I'm So Sorry."
"I Just Can't Get Over The Fact That You Was Really Fucking A Girl That I Was Slowly Starting To Like!"
