I Want Crazy,An Andy Brown Fanfic

part 9

The more time me and Andy spent together the closer friends we became,this wound Laura up so much. personally just because she wanted all of Andy's attention on her. Me and Andy was like friends but a little more than friends in a way too. The more time I spent with him the more i started to like him in more than a friend way. id never tell him that i felt like this mainly because i didn't want to ruin our friendship. We'd spend every day together, he's took me to meet his family and back home to his family house. But shortly this was all going to end.

Its our 3nd year in music college and me and Andy are going to be 20 this year. we was the oldest students there as well as a couple of ones who have stayed on like us. it was coming up to summer which meant it was time for us to graduate from here and move on to the next part of our lives. Andys was a lot more clear than mine. For the last two years he's wanted to start his own band. but it just hasn't happened yet. Me on the other hand had no idea what i wanted to do. i wasn't as ambitious as Andy and didn't believe in my self as much as he did.

it was a warm summers night, the sun had just started to set as me and andy was walking home from a concert. we was walking down the themes his arm wrapped round me, us both smiling and laughing. we was the type of friends who took pictures everywhere we went, but i guess this is a good thing as in years to come we'll both be able to look back on all the amazing times we've had together. I don't think id be able to see my life without andy in it,id never want to either. The past 3 years have been the best years of my life. the sad thing is all good things have to come to an end, and i didn't want it to end.

'Aub, Smile'  shouts andy taking a picture of me.

'oi mate, will you take a picture for me?' asks andy to a man.

'yeah sure...right smile'  me and andy both smile.

it was now 2am, the concert finished at 12 but walking home we'd some how strolled into a bar which was having a massive party. every time we went out andy had girls all over him, and this made me extremely jealous because i'll never be able to tell him how i really feel. it was starting to go quiet so me and andy decided to call it a night. we headed back to our apartment and called it a night.

it was about 5am and my phone started to ring,i turned over and grabbed it off the bed side table next to me. it was my mum. i jumped out off bed and grabbed a sweater, then opened the balcony door.

'Hello mom'

'Aubrey, don't panic but gramps has been rushed into hospital. he's having a few tests done and he should hopefully be fine'

'what? mom im going to pack my stuff and get the next flight over.'

'Aubrey...'

'no mom, ill never forgive my self if something happened to him and id stayed here'

'okay Aubrey, just let me know as soon as you land and your brother will come and pick you up'

'i will, i love you mom. tell gramps to stay strong and ill be there soon'

i picked up my mac and looked when the next flight back home was. There was one at 9.30 this morning. i quickly rushed round the apartment grabbing all my things together. it was 5.45 and i was ready to leave. id called a taxi to pick me up, i quickly wrote a letter to andy explaining what had happened.

To Andy,

i guess you're wondering where i am right? i'm so sorry for just leaving in the middle of the night without saying goodbye properly but my grandpa's been rushed into hospital and doctors don't know what's wrong with him. i had to go andy, if anything happened to him and id of styed id never of been able to forgive my self. ive wrote my address on the back of this so if you're ever in California don't ever think about not calling in and coming to see me. i hope your dream comes true and some day you'll be on a massive stage with your own band singing your heart out. i'll miss you so much brown, don't you ever ever forget me. thank you for the last 3 years worth of memories and i hope that we'll stay friends even though we'll be on different sides of the world. you'll never stop being my best friend and i'll never stop loving you.

miss and love you lots,

Aubrey xx

i stuck the letter on the fridge with a picture of us both and with that i left for the airport.