Crushed

Chapter Six

Chapter Six: 

Carly lay in Dylan’s arm. She had just gone from complete virgin to completing a home run in just an hour and on her enemies parents bed! She shoved off Dylan’s arm and raised herself out of his grip. She needed to taste his lips again, right now he was the only thing that was making her forget about him. Carly straddled him taking control, she pressed her lips down on him. His lips were soft and warm. Dylan cradled her behind her back, he then took control and rolled her under him. Breaking the kiss for a second he whispered, “Carly, you are amazing.”

Carly smiled at him, “You’re not to bad yourself.” Dylan chuckled, and they kissed once again. Carly saw that Dylan had put his boxers back on after they had done the deed. She reached for the top of his boxers and began pulling them down. Then the door opened.  

“Wow, Im.. um sorry, Carly and Dylan, wrong room.” 

Carly looked up to see Hayden staring at her in wonder. She pulled the duvet around her body in embarrassment. She quickly composed herself, 

“It’s alright, it’s not like you and Tara weren’t doing the same thing.” She said briefly. 

 “Yea, I guess. Listen.. um Carly can I just talk to you for a second?” Hayden said. 

 “Sure, let me just finish up here yea?” Carly said. 

“Oh.. um of course.” Hayden replied before exiting the room. 

Carly put her head in her hands. “Oh my fucking god.” 

“Carly... What’s wrong? I mean I know you like him and everything but there’s something else going on isn’t there?” Dylan put his arm around her cradling her. 

 “Listen Dylan, I didn’t tell you before, but I was..” Carly’s eyes filled with tears. 

 “Carly no please don’t cry. What were you?” 

 “I was a virgin.” Carly finished. “Im so sorry, I didn’t tell you!”  

Dylan looked at Carly. His eyes were filled with hurt, as he realised why she had slept with him. 

 “Carly... Did you sleep with me because you wanted to make Hayden jealous or because you actually liked me.” 

Carly looked down, “I was going to sleep with whoever the bottle landed on, it just happened to land on you.” 

 Dylan closed his eyes a drew in a deep breath. 

“Why didn’t you tell me Carly! Your first time is supposed to be special! You can never get it back now! Also why were you trying to have sex again just now! Did you know he was going to walk in? Was it all your plan?” 

Carly had tears running down her face now. 

 “Im sorry I didn’t tell you! I know I shouldn’t of done it and I know I can never get it back. But at least it was with someone I trusted.” Carly said, “I didn’t know he was going walk in, but I was half hoping he would. I wanted him to be jealous and I wanted him to make him see the mistake he made.”  

“Carly! The boy is mad! You deserve better than him Carly! You are gorgeous, talented, ambitious and the loveliest person I have ever met! You didn’t need to lose your virginity over him! He wasn’t worth it. He’s not worthy of you Carly.” Dylan replied. 

“No, none of that is true! He deserves better than me, Im a good for nothing drug dealer and now a slag.” She said while getting out of the bed and changing into her clothes. “Don’t try to tell me any different because I will never be good enough for anyone.” 

With that she put her dress back on and ran out the door slamming it while doing so. 

She paused out side of the door and covered her face with her hands once again. 

“Carly?” A voice said. 

 Carly looked up and saw Hayden, she groaned a little before replying. 

 “Yes.” 

 “I just wanted to say that I’m sorry.” Hayden lowered his eyes from Carly. 

Carly stared at him, thats all he could say? ‘Sorry?’ 

“What are you fucking sorry for Hayden? What has the fucking angel done now? Are you sorry that you picked the biggest bitch in the world who wants to use you as a fuck toy over a girl that loved you. Enfaces on the ‘ed’ because I will never be able to look at you the same way again. Or are you sorry that I made the mistake of losing my virginity to one of my best friends and my boss!”  

Hayden looked at Carly his eyes going big with horror, “You were a virgin?” 

 “Yes I was a virgin! But not anymore!” Carly screamed. She then turned around on her heel and ran into the bathroom. 

 Once she had gotten into the bathroom Carly locked the door and set her drug bag on the sink. She checked what drugs she had left over, she still had the coke and the weed, but at the bottom of her bag she had the two things she needed. Her razor blade and a little ecstasy. First she took the razor blade in her hand. She pushed up the sleeve of her jacket that she had grabbed while rushing out of the room, she brought the razor blade to her left arm and while looking in the mirror, she swiped the blade across the inside of her arm. Blood dripped and into the pristine white sink. Carly dragged the blade again across her arm, this time making a deeper cut. After she was satisfied and felt like her emotional pain was canceled out by the burning and stinging state of her arm she got out the ecstasy. She popped the pills and put the contents back into her bag. Usually she wouldn’t get involved with drugs like her associates, but right now she felt like it was the only thing that could distance herself from reality. 

 Carly stepped out of the bathroom, she was completely high. She wasn’t watching where she was going and walked straight into West.  

“Oops, sorry there ahaha.” Carly giggled. 

“Wow, Carly you clean up nicely! You look sexy as hell!” West replied. 

Carly looked into West’s eyes and threw herself at him she pushed him against the wall and kissed him passionately. West couldn’t believe what was happening! One of the hottest, bad ass girls at school was making out with him! West broke the kiss, 

“How about we go somewhere a bit more private eh?” West said. 

“Sure ahaha!” Carly replied. 

 West lead her into a room she hadn’t been in. It was a recreational room with a pool table, television and a couch. The room was unoccupied and was quite cool temperature wise. West grabbed Carly and pulled her bellow him on the couch. He leaned in a kissed her once more. The kiss was less romantic as it had been with Dylan but West was still a good kisser. He slipped his tongue into Carly’s mouth but only enough to flick and play with Carly’s. It was as if there tongues were dancing, West leading and Carly following. Carly felt West’s hand push up her dress, he then started to pull down her underwear. Carly still high, started to unbuckle West’s pants, she didn’t care about sex anymore it had lost all its meaning to her. She finally managed to unbuckle West’s pants. He helped her pull his pants down. Carly felt West’s hand cup her breast as he started to feel her up while doing so she felt something else. Something in between her thighs. Carly let out a slight moan. Then she blacked out