Forgot to Mention [Completed]

Day 37

Confused.

You, once again, have left me completely lost and confused.

Let me ask this, why didn't you do it? Did you realize I wasn't good enough to force yourself on? I'm sorry for not meeting your expectations.

After you left I crouched down onto the floor to pick up my fallen crutches in order to try and get myself to my bed. Upon reaching the end of the less than white mattress, I let myself just fall backwards onto the patterned sheets and lay motionless with my eyes facing upwards at the ceiling.

I truly do not want anything associated with wearing this hoodie of yours.
It's yours.
I hate you.
I hence hate it.

However, it will take me at least twenty minutes to get out of it and lure myself up to get a new one to block out the cold air from reaching my pale skin.

My hands start to become numb from the coolness of the air in my house. I attempt to flip myself over to my side and insert my shivering hands into the warmth of the front pocket of the sweatshirt.

My fingertips slightly touch the feeling of wrinkled paper and slowly they pull it out. They held on to a semi-white, folded small paper with light wrinkles filling the front side.

I glide my fingers over the sides and start to unravel the paper. The front has cursive writing filling the entire paper with variety of long and short words.

I begin to read the start of the letter.

"Dear you,
I read your notes..."