Fairy Tail One Shots

zervis // it hurts

A/N ♥︎ this is something quite different... but I hope you like it nevertheless~!! And omg, thank you all SO much for 1k reads~!! Eeep! ILY (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ (credit to the artist for the BEAUTIFUL zervis fanart, I love it so much agh! Hits me right in tha feels) // ♥︎ L
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It hurts.

How can I live when you are no more?

How can I live when it is my fault?

Skin so pale

Eyes so hollow

Oh Mavis

Tell me why am I still saying almost?

Tell me why I cannot obtain the reality of the life in which I have been leading all these years

The image of your marble sepulchre follows me

Haunts me

Torments me

You are no longer anything but the woesome feeling that engulfs my body each day when I awaken

I awaken whereas you do not

You did not choose choose death.

You see, Mavis

I may not catch sight of you as I used to

But I am able to perceive the land in which you still occasionally walk on

I know you are always there

Not for me

But for your guild

Seasons change, as do the deceased

and your emerald eyes no longer look at me in the same way they did when you possessed the one thing you wish you still had

When you were breathing

When you had life

Now

You pity me

Despise me

Loath me

And that is the one thing that pains me most

Please

Tell me why I am still saying almost?

Almost.

I never almost loved you.

I did love you.

And that's what

hurts the most.