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Hello

Okay well hi everyone. I know I don't update that much but like pls forgive me Bc school is fucking me up. I'm already failing almost all of my classes and it's only been like a month. It's really bothering me and I'm trying to transfer to another school for my sophomore year and that school is even harder to get into. So my grades have to be flawless for the whole year and it's so hard for me like pls kill me. Jesus Christ I sound depressed but I'm really not guys chill out. Anyways. The people around me are doing so much better than I am and they don't even study but like if I study or not, I always fucking fail I wanna kms. For example: Last Tuesday in biology, we all did really bad on the test and we had the opportunity to retake it on Friday. So I study my ass off, and Friday eventually comes. She grades our tests the same day and we get them back in class.

Everyone was like "Yeah I did so much better." And I literally did three points better than before. So I failed it. But I sarcastically play it off but guys, I'm failing my classes and it's only been a month. My parents have been on my dick about it and it's stressing me the fuck out. So looks like I can't be anything because I suck at math and science. In conclusion, I'm fucked.
I wanna kms :)
-Alyssa