Love is a Laserquest

Dear teenage heartbreak

"I hate you."

"I despise you."

"You could disappear here and now and I would never notice."

"Fuck you."

"I never want to see you again."

These are all things that I said to you. I still remember why, those moments when we felt that our lives were worth nothing. I have moved on but they're still in the back of my mind. Pathetic, don't you think? I still feel hollow without you.

Yours Truly Jupiter

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I have a box full of letters without addresses. They're all to you. I also have a box with your love letters to me saying things like "Oh Jup, I miss you like crazy. Remember those nights when we were in each others arms and everything felt right. I am forever yours." 

Well times have changed and you're not here anymore. I don't know where you are or even if you exist anymore but I will keep writing. You will be the first one to know about my new non existing boyfriend, my new love for electronic pop songs and my secret engagement with a celebrity. 

Yours Truly Jupiter