Love is a Laserquest

Chapter 7

Day after day I lied in the hospital bed feeling as miserable as the next day. My eyes were open now and death was far away. They were watching me all day long, they didn't let me touch anything or even write a simple letter. I felt like a freak.

They told me that a man had found my body in the street and that he had called an ambulance. Well that's sad.

They also told me that they had found my letters and my suicide note.

What they didn't get was that my happiness would never find a place in this world. Everyone and everything I loved didn't exist anymore. Never ending pain took their place.

To describe this whole situation gracefully. I was in a hospital but soon enough I would be brought to a mental hospital, an asylum. They would help me understand life, they would make me realise why life is a gift. Brain washing a lunatic. Belief cannot be rushed or decided for a person, your heart and soul will lead you right. My belief is dead as well as everything else except for my alive body.

''Death is not a valid choice'' he said the day I woke up. It may not be a valid choice but a last resort for those who can't live this life. Misery will always be here.

I wish you all luck if you're happy with your life, I cherish the person who's truly happy. I've left happiness behind.

I just wanna be yours again.