Love is a Laserquest

Chapter 12

Dear teenage heartbreak

Oh we've grieved for too long, the pain is not even long gone. I have not spared a tear begging for your love because you're worth it all.

The nightmares keep coming back, I scream and scream and scream until I wake up. No one seems to notice my pain, I'm still here untouched but not as vain.

Please help, I ask, please don't grieve about the past. I need your love, your protection and your endless care.

I can still live a happy life, it may not be too late.

Yours Truly Jupiter

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Dear teenage heartbreak

Death. You thought I could move on. You believed me when I wrote about happiness. But the grave lies open ready to be filled.

To die you need to go through the walls of darkness, to live you have to accept yourself and your happiness. Death is easier.

Do it quickly so no one will notice. Hurry up someone might try to stop you. Who am I kidding, everyone that I love is either dead or gone.

I am halfway through, I am half-dead, half-alive. My consciousness is still alive but my body is dead. My fingers are shaking. Goodnight.

Yours Truly Jupiter