Victor
We were watching some romance movie. We were at the part where they were basically masturbating to see how each other felt I guess? Either way I didn't think It was appropriate for my eyes... I mean right?
I didn't have a mommy or caregiver, so should I be responsible and look away or continue to watch? God I feel so pathetic, what if she thinks Im weird for not wanting to watch?
She looks back at me and I feel my cheeks heat up and I look away. She pauses it and I look back over to see her looking a little confused, "Do you want me to turn it off?" I nodded my head in embarrassment. She smiles "Its totally fine nothing to get embarrassed about little one"
I instantly tensed up, I was trying so hard not to go into little space right now but it was hard. Before things could possibly take a turn for the worse she found one of my pacis on the floor by the couch. "I think your nephews left their Binky" she said chuckling.
I snatched it away from her quickly, she furrowed her brows, "Dude you okay?" I nodded and cleared my throat noticing I was being a bit harsh.
"Um yeah... You think we could watch cartoons?" Hoping she would say yes. She nodded her head "Its your TV, I have to go to the bathroom where is it again?" I caught the remote and gave her directions to the bathroom while I looked through the shows before quickly running to my little cabinet and putting my paci in the 'paci box'. Making sure nothing else was out of place I picked to watch bubble guppies.
I took off my shoes and sweater throwing them by the door, just as I threw my sweater Marissa walked in and it landed on her head. "Oh my god sorry" I said laughing a bit, she smiled "Its fine, I guess I'll take mines off too" she took off her jacket and shoes throwing them besides mines.
She sat and watched at least five episodes with me before my mom called us down.
We walked into the kitchen and seen the table being set, "Are you staying for dinner?" My mom asked. She looked at me nervously, "Um... Nah I don't wanna be a bother" I wanted to beg her not to go but let my mom do the talking. "Ha! A bother? More like a relief, You're the first girl and probably friend vicky has ever brought home" she chuckled lightly.
"Moooom do you really have to say that" I said while covering my face with a hand. My mom laughed, "I guess I could stay... For vickys sake" I nudged her with a small smile. We sat at the table and started to fill our plates, "Has Derek come home?" Mom asked. I shook my head, "He is probably out with those fucking twats" Irene said. My mom rolled her eyes, "God, why can't he just have some damn common sense and get a new group of friends"
I agreed but knew he wouldn't listen to any of us, anytime soon.
Once we finished dinner we made ourselves a bowl of ice cream and headed back up to my room, once we closed the door and sat on my bed I started playing with my ice cream. She was staring at me, I could feel it. I looked up and she never took her eyes off of me, I could feel myself start to slip in little space and started to giggle. It made her...laugh? As well. "That was pretty cute" she said smiling and going back to eating her ice cream.
I couldn't help but ask, "Do you have any kinks?..." She sat and thought for a bit. "Eh, Im willing to try give most things a try " she replied. "What are some of your limits?" I ask getting more and more curious.
"Hm... Anything to do with piss, shit and vomit thats a big no no.. Um fire if a kink like that exist or anything that has to do with making me bleed, basically it I think" I nodded my head,
'Wonder if she'd make a good Mommy'
We finished our ice cream and then just laid there in a comfortable silence. I couldn't stop thinking about her reaction if I told her about MD/lb or maybe she wouldn't care? It sucked not knowing how to tell if a person is interested in the same things as you. After laying in the bed for a while the light coming into my room windows vanished as night came upon us. We laid in the dark and silence until I offered to play my playlist from my phone.
"This may sound stupid but do you have any Cigarettes after sex?" I gave her a quiet 'yeah'. As I stumbled out my bed trying to find the aux for my speakers, finally finding it I played 'nothings gonna hurt you baby', its a long-ish title but it was a good song and I already seen the similarities in our music taste.
After putting my playlist on shuffle and laid back down again,and put my hands on my stomach. Without even realizing it, I fell asleep.
When I woke up from a nightmare my room was still dark, but I was in someone's arms. I started to freak out and I sat up quickly, I heard the familiar voice say "I didn't mean to scare you... You fell asleep and you were crying in your sleep so I thought if- Im sorry Im such a fucking creep listen I-" I cut her off. "No you're fine I just forgot you were here" I say scratching my neck, glad it was dark or she would see the stupid smirk plastered on my face.
'She was actually ... Holding.me while I slept, wait 'till moms get a load of this'
I thought to myself. "Do you think I could uh.. Like lay under you again?" I was afraid of the rejection I was thinking I was gonna get but surprisingly she didn't have a problem with it. I laid on her chest and listened to her heart beat. I was soon asleep once again and dreamt about the mommy I wish I had.
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A/n Soooooo? It was shit wasn't it? Lmao it isn't as long (1023 to be exact not including A/n) but um yeah i am still debating to take this faster or slower lol and whether to keep the next chapter in victors POV.... I dunno but I just wanna get to the point already lmao so maybe in the next chapter or one after that I'll expose his littleness to her.
-k
