Javey fanfic

Chapter 3

AN: SORRY I TOOK FOREVER, I TOOK A BREAK FROM WATTPAD, IF ANY OF YOU GUYS SHIP BRUSTOFF, PLEASE COMMENT IF I SHOULD MAKE A FIC ABOUT THAT OR IF YOU WANT TO ROLEPLAY IT

It's been a few weeks since I spoke to Smith about Davey. But Davey was progressively getting worse. I didn't know what to do at this point. Something was wrong. But I was too scared he'd be mad at me if I confronted him about it, and I couldn't have him be mad at me. It would just hurt so much more than it already did. Right now, I was just staring at him quietly from my bunk while Adam and Hunter were out buying cherios. it was our day off today with nothing better to do than to lay around all day. "Hey.. Davey...?" I ask, hoping he was awake. "You're not okay... are you...?" I  ask him softly.

Davey's head instantly shot up as I asked him the question, looking at me as if I was mad. "Yeah, I'm fine... why wouldn't I be?" he asked, sounding like he was holding something back. 

"I know..." I trailed off with a sigh before breathing out a heavy sigh as my move my fringe out of my eyes. "I'm not blind... I know you're not sleeping... and you don't eat as much as you used to... you can talk to me man..." I kept trailing off, trying not to offend Davey in the slightest bit. "What's wrong..?"

Davey sighed and played with his fingers quietly.  I knew he didn't want to reply. "I'm just.... upset I guess... alone too for that matter and I'm just in the dumps, y'know?"

All I can do is nod as a response, understanding entirely. "Yeah... I know.." I sighed. It was really hard for me not to say anything about my huge ass damn crush on him, but at the same time it was very easy. I was just too scared to. Oh god damnit, what am I going to do...? I asked myself, obviously not out loud. That would be absolutely terrifying for me, being gay wasn't taken that well yet, and looked down upon for the most part. I knew Davey was a really open minded person, but I was still way too nervous. What if the other guys heard that I was gay? Or bi? What would they think? I didn't even want to think about it, they might not react that well. Oh well. Fuck it. 

"Davey, I need to tell you something. I'm gay." 

AN: THATS IT FOR CHAPTER 3, 432 WORDS HELL YEAH, AND CLIFFHANGER TOO, KINDA, RIP ME. BYE