As me as soon as i found out that he was irritated by me i felt like i wanted to have a brake from everything that i and he was building . You want to have a somebody that loves you for you and even if it gets to a point that your toooooo close to him hes fine with it because he loves you too and now that i feel that wesley is the total opposite i felt like letting even if he was a long long long long time crysh to a point that i love him . So i had a very hard time to let go but its like i want to but dont want too i love him but im hurting too i guess that i just chose to let go i was tired i wasnt even so sure that i had a chance i just went through the doors of love not even knowing if i can fit anymore and well , i guess i deserved to get hurt in the end now i learned my lesson to never take something to far especially when your not sure of things and dont ever ever turn your back or bail on your friends tgey all you got in the end so now i have a new crush and ill leave it as a crush not love ughhh now ill try to forget my past with wesley and leave amd live a simple gurl life
