The book

Kisses

     I know it was just a silly little hug but it made my heart skip a beat and my natural reaction was to hug him back tightly. When he let go of me and smiled at me, I just felt like I had no control over what I did. I kissed Simon. Okay but here's the weird thing. He didn't pull back. He just opened his eyes wide and was like a statue. I backed up ever so slightly and kissed him again, I could feel him slowly kissing me back, I did it again and when I opened my eyes his were closed, snaking his arms up to the back of my neck, tangling his fingers in my dark hair while he pulled my face closer. I wrapped my arms around his waist pulling his body onto mine and leaning back, closing my eyes. 

     I couldn't handle him on my lap anymore so I pushed him down on the bed so I was over him, breaking away from his sweet lips I traveled down his neck, he tasted like honey but smelt like vanilla. It was so sweet it made me bite him, not hard obviously, just hard enough to make a deep moan rumble in his throat, he moaned my name softly and his grip on my hair tightened as I traveled down further. I left kiss marks down his stomach, feeling him up and down, he's got quite the ass if I may mention. I started unbuckling  his belt and reached up to kiss him, just as I slightly touched him he gasped and pushed me off of him gently "No. I can't" he put his sleeve over his lips and tears formed at his eyes as he looked at me. "No no no no here" I pulled him onto my chest, ignoring my pain down under, and made sure his head was on my shoulder. 

     "What's wrong" I asked him as I stroked the back of his head and sometimes his back, trying to calm him down. "I'm still with Raymond" I sigh a noticeable sigh and keep stroking him "I shouldn't say it's okay... I just... forgot about him I suppose." Simon shifted guiltily  "Me too" he muttered "Simon" I say lifting his head a little so he would look at me "Why don't you forget about him permanently, I'm here. I'll always be here. I want to be by your side, not as a silly friend. I want to be you're lover." I was serious and made sure my eyes showed it. It only made Simon look more guilty "It's not as simple as that" he says getting up off me. 

      "What do you mean it's not that simple?" I keep touching him in little ways, right now, it's just our finger tips. "I can't explain it, Nyx..." he looks up at the drawing from before "Nyxus" I sigh "Nyx" I say "I go by Nyx" 

"I... Sorry..." He says. I roll my eyes and wrap my arms around him. "Just me and you, okay?" I ask and set my forehead on his. "No Raymond. No Nyxus. Just Simon and Nyx. Me and you. Okay?" He looks at me with teary eyes. "Okay.." 

  We started kissing again and this time he was on top of me, so I could tell when he lifted himself off of me. I smiled and reached my hand down his pants. Simon gasped a little but kept kissing me instead of stopping. I knew what I had to do. I had to prepare him. I slipped one finger in and he squirmed a little "Weird" he whispered but didn't tell me to stop. I kept thrusting my finger in and out until I thought he was ready for two, and at this point it was about stretching him to my size, I'd need to enter three before he'd fully adjust. I hadn't noticed the little moans this boy on me was producing. Yeah. It turned on. Simon's face was buried in my chest while I worked at his entrance. Soon I heard Simon groan and sit up. I slipped my fingers out and was playfully tracing his arms lightly with my fingertips, causing him to shiver. 

     "You're too slow." He said unbuckling my pants and yanking them down "Uh..."  Simon kissed me to stop me from talking. Without me noticing he also yanked down my boxers and was playing with me. As if I wasn't already hard. He placed his finger on the tip, stopping me from coming. "Not yet, pet." I gave me a devilish smile and when I tried sitting up he pushed me back down and straddled me "I'm not exactly a virgin with this." He purred to me. I wanted to be upset I wasn't his first but the first emotion that came was pleasure. He'd already put myself into him. Simon moaned softly and waited for him to adjust. I guess I was bigger than he expected? 

     I wasn't allowed to do anything. Simon pinned my hands above my head as he thrust himself up and down. Sometimes he'd let go of my hands to put his hands on my abdomen to help him go faster or deeper. I wanted to hold him at least but every time I'd try to put my hands on his hips or something he'd slap them away "Let me pleasure you" and he'd give me a devilish smile once more. Eventually I couldn't help it anymore and came earning a bite on my neck form Simon. "Naughty boy" he muttered before I thrust up into him, making him come too. 

      After Simon went to take a shower to clean up... I didn't have time to pull out...oops. I cleaned up the sheets and such, getting the bed ready for when he got out of the shower, I also grabbed clean clothes he could borrow. He was so exhausted he said he wanted to sleep. When I went to leave the room he grabbed the hem of my shirt and wouldn't let go "Where do you think you're going?" I turned to him "I thought I'd let you sleep and go downstairs." He shook his head and made room for me. I smiled and snuggled up to him. We cuddled until we both fell asleep. 

    Only to wake up that night... from call from Raymond. Let's just say he wasn't a happy camper.