fear｜ kth

『seven;』

8:27PM;
taehyung stared at her unbelievingly; she was too busy flirting with a man in her strapless minidress to notice him. she looked as pretty as always; even now when she was basically begging for that man to take her home with him. he hated her, he couldn't stand her at all, but god, she was gorgeous. it was his ex. she looked around seeing him, immediately smiling, 「god was she beautiful;」 it looked like she said goodbye to the guy she was flirting with; because she went over to taehyung. she was beautiful, but god, when she started talking, everything taehyung wanted was her to shut up.

"hi~", she sang, smiling happily.

"hello...", taehyung responded politely, just wanting her to go away.

"and? how's it going?", she asked laying her arm on the table.

"oh nothing new, i have a job now, though, and you?", he asked, not interested at all.

"nothing new either, this bitch, hayeon, is still annoying, i should have left her already, she would be nothing without me, she still thinks that she got popular herself, what a stupid bitch."

and exactly that was the reason taehyung broke up with her, she was an absolute self-loving egoist.

"oh."

"yeah, she even tries stealing my men, when will she realize how ugly she is", she said, taking a sip from her drink, trying to seduce him through licking her lips after sipping.

jungkook came to him, putting a hand on his shoulder and whispering in his ear, "i'll leave you that beauty".

taehyung used it as a chance and excused himself from the talk with his ex,

"excuse me, but i'll go to my friend now, i think he needs me."

"okay i'll go back then", she said, dramatically sighing.

he was glad that she let him go, he hurried over to jungkook.

"why did you leave her?", he got asked.

"she's my ex, i don't want anything to do with her anymore, i told her that you said that you needed me for something; i hope she ate that lie."

"beautiful ex you have there", jungkook commented, checking her out.

"i know, but she's just good to look good with, everything goes down when she opens her mouth. judgments, insults, and egocentric bullshit are everything that leaves her mouth", taehyung spat out.

"i understand, but why were you with her if she's such a bitch?", jungkook asked, ordering a beer.

"look at her, if you wouldn't know her and just see her looks, you wouldn't say 'no'", taehyung ordered a water.

"she definitely wouldn't be a 'no'.", jungkook admitted, taking his beer to his mouth.

"plus she always flirts with other men, trying to ensure herself that she is beautiful enough to make all the men fall for her", taehyung hollowly laughed.

"sounds like you're not completely over her yet", jungkook commented.

"i am, but it's still disappointing that i let her happen".

"let her happen?"

"in my life, i let her into my life."

"oh, i understand."

"and how's your life going?", taehyung asked, to change the topic.

jungkook sighed. "not good, i saw jisoo with another man yesterday", just as taehyung thought, "eating ice cream with him as if she forgot that she still has a boyfriend, she came home like nothing happened, saying 'hello' and sleeping in the same bed as me; not caring that i saw her."
jungkook had tears in his eyes, he was a crybaby, exclusively for her.

"you both never try talking about it either", taehyung patted his back.

"why would i want to provoke her? maybe i'm just not enough for her and she wants someone who can give her more."

"have confidence, you can give her enough, you both really have to talk", taehyung tried to give him advise.

"i know that you're right, hyung, but i can't, i'm too afraid that it will provoke her, and she will leave me."

"you have to let her, to let her go, so that she realizes how much she needs you."

"i'll try", jungkook said, ordering vodka, taehyung knew that jungkook wanted to get extremely drunk.

jungkook was drinking one hard drink after another, ending up flirting with several women, taehyung tried to get them all away, knowing that conscious jungkook wouldn't want any woman that wasn't jisoo right now.

"you know what?", jungkook started uncontrollably laughing, taehyung was weirded out by that but chose to listen to him, "your nickname is 'tae' right?"

"yes?"

"but... you know... i have to call you hyung too, but when i call you tae hyung it's disrespectful, just because it sounds like taehyung which is your name", jungkook looked very sad even though he was probably laughing his ass off in his head.

"Oh my god."

11:24PM;
taehyung had to piggyback carry jungkook home, jungkook wasn't really heavy and taehyung could carry him without any problems. just as they arrived at taehyungs home, sudden sobs appeared and he realized that jungkook was crying. he opened the door and let jungkook try standing on his own legs, jungkook looked very unstable so taehyung decided to bring him to the couch, the younger started talking gibberish with understandable words once in a while, he was crying a lot and everything taehyung could do was sitting with him and listening. it was all about jisoo.

12:18AM;
it was already after 12AM and jungkook didn't sleep yet; it was only a matter of time the alcohol would knock him out. there were still times you could notice that he was two years younger than taehyung. jungkook cried and cried, and all of a sudden, it stopped, taehyung looked over to see a sleeping jungkook. taehyung put jungkooks sleeping body into a comfortable position, he didn't want him to feel pain in his neck or back the next day, then taehyung changed his outfit into a white shirt and boxers, and went to sleep himself.

wanting to have a happy dream.

『CHAPTER SEVEN; DRUNK』