"Hmm should i or shouldn't i ?" i thought to myself as i lay there silently in the dark.
As i turn to turn on my last on my bed side table i run my hand over a box a box that contains my blades
I turn my last on and pick up the box and open it a found the newest sharpest blade in the box but before i could cut myself i started crying but i tried too cry quietly as to not alrert the others
once i calmed down and stopped crying i grabbed a tissue from my bed side table and wiped my tears away
Now that i was back to before i placed the blade down hard on my arm and pulled i did this twice an my arms and twice on my legs after that i wiped all the blood away and went to sleep.
When i woke up in the morning i moaned remebering i had school so i got ready i had a shower reluctent to put my fresh cuts under the water knowing how much it would hurt but i did and it stung like hell.
When i got out of the shower i picked my clothes for the day they were a Black Veil Brides T-shirt a black zip up hoddie black skinny jeans and black Converses
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AléatoireThis story is about a 15 year old girl named kylie who has depression and anxiety and self harms she is a lesbian (if that is offencive to some people im sorry) she is also very suicidal... She has a lot of problems at school and at home she gets b...