So just before i leave to go to school i grabbed my phone and earphones and see my mum passed out at the kitchen table oh well just let her be...
I leave to go to school and a couple of people from my math class see me "Oh hi you emo peice of shit you been cutting lately" they both said i wanted to just show them but i held back "They get on my nerves i wish i could just show them what its like even just for a minute" i thought to myself i was already depressed an anxious i already wanted to cut and school hadnt even started yet i really hate my life.
By the time i got to class i was panicking my friend anne picked Up on this and cane over to me where calm me down cause she knew i wasnt to good at calming myself down "Hey look at me breathe in and relax" she instruckted me "easier said then done" i replied short of breath " i know but you can do it" I finally calm down and head to class the rest id the day was crap at usual.
As soon as the bell ran i couldnt Wait to escape the school wall but also forgetting that my home life was shit as well i couldnt win no one cared as i was walking home i was planning on how to kill myself.
As soon as i got home I got my blades and pills ready i wanted til everyone Was asleep and ran a bath and got a drink of water swolloed all the pills Said Up my arm and got face first into the water i was getting dizzy i blamed that on the pills and lots of blood someone pulled me out of the water but before i could see i passed out
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De TodoThis story is about a 15 year old girl named kylie who has depression and anxiety and self harms she is a lesbian (if that is offencive to some people im sorry) she is also very suicidal... She has a lot of problems at school and at home she gets b...