I Can Be Somebody

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I'm sitting on my desk in my room listening to 'I can be somebody - Deorro', in my macbook, I love this song, the lyrics of the song go into my head wondering about what I wanted to do with my life.

I know I can be somebody be somebody Ohoooh I wanna love
I know I can be somebody be somebody Ohoooh I wanna loooooove
Someone to loooooveee.....
I'm Ready!

I get up my seat and start dancing like a maniac. I actually have my earheads on making that sensacion feel even better.

-What are you doin-. She doesnt finish her sentence when she sees me dancing. She starts pointing at me and my stupid dancing.

My sister and I are actually really alike the only difference we make is shes 3 years older and is shoter than me.

-God! Can't you knock?-. I stop dancing and stare at her with a disturbed face while she still laughs.

-No I can't if I don't know what your doing, ¡Stop jumping you'll break the fucking floor!-. I walk towards her and close my bedrooms door, shutting it right in her face.

-Well next time knock and I'll tell you what I'm doing!-. I yell through my bedroom door, I can feel her rolling her eyes even though the door is shut.

I walk back into my desk and open up a software where I can create music in my computer, I start moving the mouse and clicking on the bars that apperead on my screen.

After a while I was on my computer I noticed the only thing I love doing was making music and I was really good at it, I already had tons of tracks I wanted everyone to listen too. I make a loud sigh of wondering what would my parents say of me wanting to be a Dj, I imagine their reaction in my head, It wasn't good. They always wanted me to be a lawyer.

I close my macbook and walk around my room not knowing what to do, I have heard my dad talk about famous people and how they messed up their life. He always thought being famous was just selling yourself into publicity, I never understood what he was trying to say, and what was his problem with famous people? They actually entertain us and get paid very well.

I walk outside my front door, I'm wearing (media) with a ponytail and my earphones on. I start running to the pace of Beautiful People- Benny Benassi sounding in my ears. I just wanted to forget my problems for this one moment, my parents always said "How could you have problems, You're only 16 years old".

I run even faster, I can feel my breathing heavy and heart almost wanting to burst out my chest. I bump into someone making me fall on my butt. He helds out his hands helping me get up the dirty floor.

-I'm really sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going! Are you okay?.- He says helping me up. I look up and see a cute guy with green-blued eyes standing right infront of me with a consurned face. I nod.

-Yeah I'm okay, I was kind of distracted too.- I say with a side smile. He smiles back looking at me and god I have to say his smile is gorgeous. I look down at his hand still holding mine.

-I-I'm sorry-. He says letting go of my hand. -I'm Martijn by the way-. He picks up my phone that fell when I fell, before handing it to me looks at the screan, his smile grows even wider.

-Cindy-. I say with a confussed look, he looks back at me and hands me my phone, I look at the screen and my confused look erases quckly, Now I know why he smiled.

-So you like to listen to EDM?-. He says looking into my eyes trying to figire out what else he could discover about me. My cheeks get red and by that I am really nervous, I can hear a little giggle by his part, it was cute.

-Yeah, I'm guessing you like it too.- He giggles again and nods, damnn.

-So Cindy, Would you like to have a drink some time with me-. I am really excited, some cute guy I ran into has just invited me to get a drink.

I nod with a smile and we exchange numbers. We both walk away different directions, As I walk I have his inocent and sweet smile stuck in my face. I start running trying to ignore what just happened.

I am now in front of a grocery store, I walk in and get a bottle of water, I pay the, man and walk out the door. I run back to my house this time trying not to bump into anyone.

I walk into my house and it feels very lonely, looks like my parents had gone out and my sister is probably locked in her room. I knock on her door waiting for her to answer. She doent answer, I slowly open the door and her room is empty, she isn't here. Where has everybody gone?.

I'm laying on my bed thinking about Martijn, his eyes and smile are so perfect, I smile as I remember everything. My phone vibrates interrumpting my thoughts, I get up and reach for it in my backpocket. I had reaceived a message from Martijn, before opening it I notice I had already recieved messages from my mom and dad an hour ago. I open theirs first.

Mom: Honey, We'll be heading out for groceries with your dad and sister.

Dad: Where at the grocery store, Would you like anything?

I respond inmidiatly not eanting them to worry about them.

To Dad: No I'm good thanks for asking.

I lock my phone and take a long relaxing shower, It was almost 10 pm when I got out of the shower changing into my pijamas. I am tugging myself into my bed, I grab my phone and before I can unlock it I totally forgot I had recieved a message from Martijn I immidatly open his message.

Martijn: Hi cindy, how are you?

Cindy: Oh hey Martijn, Im fine hbu?

I get a reply immediatly

Martijn: I'm fine also, I for once thought you didn't want to respond my message :(

Cindy: Oh I'm sorry Martijn I was just really busy

Martijn: It's okay, So about that drink, Are you available tomorrow?

A smile grew on my face as I read the message, I thought he forgot about that.

Cindy: Yeah I'm available, I for once thought you forgot about the drink.

I respond just the way he did.

Martijn: How could I not forget having a drink with someone really beautiful like you

I can't believe he just said I'm beatiful, I blush adn start replying, but before I send the message he has sent me another one.

Martijn: So I'll meet you at Starbucks thats right around the corner where we met at 5, See you there beautiful ;)

I blush even more, I lock my phone not answering his message and fall quickly to sleep. Tomorrow was going to be a great day, I was going to get coffee with Martijn.