I Can Be Somebody

VIII.

I call Sonja and she immediatly responds.

-Hello... Martijn?-. I don't know what to say, should I hang up?

-Sonja, I need you-.

-Where are you?-. I give her the name of the bar where I'm at. -I'll be right there don't leave-. And then hangs up. She was the only girl I knew who could give me real advice about a girl even though she was my ex girlfriend and tried to get back with me a couple times but I trusted her, deep deep deep inside there was something about her that made me trust her.

The bar was crowded with people of all ages, I saw girls dancing like sluts and guys just watch them dance, I was one of those guys. I saw a girl who called my attention, I get up my chair and get closer to her, she had dark green eyes and blonde hair. I am now really close to her, I look into her eyes, her eyes just like Cindy's, I get caught by her kissing me, she was kissing me, I return the kiss but after a few seconds I seperate the kiss, It just didn't feel right.

-Martijn, Wake Up... Were you drinking?......God knows what you do when your drinking-. My eyes open and close several times, I was fully wasted. I feel Sonjas hands around my back trying to pick me up. I can tell were at a parking lot, were obviously looking for a car, Sonja sits me on the passengers seat and then she walks around the car to seat in the drivers seat. She drives away, I can feel the city lights hit in my eyes, it was disturbing.

-Why were you drinking?-. She asks not keeping her eyes off the road.

-Hmmm?-.

-I asked why were you drinking-.

-None of your business-. I say with my eyes closed, I just needed to rest.

-Fine don't tell me but the reason you called was to tell me or ask me something, right?-. She was right, I needed to tell her something so bad but not know. Suddenly the car stops and Sonja helps me get out the car, were in my apartment, I can remember the whole place even when I'm drunk.

We walk into my apartment and I walk up to my room, I take off my shoes and shirt and lay down in bed. After a couple minutes Sonja wakes me up.

-What!?-. I say a bit angry.

-Drink this-. She hands me a cup with a liquid in it, I take a sip and right after I swallow I feel my stomach turning upside down making me want to vomit. I run to my bathroom and vomit in the toilet.

-What was that?-. I asked confused. -Where you trying to poison me?-. She giggles.

-No, It's a recepie my mom always would give me whenever I came home drunk, since then I never came home drunk-.

-I nod and walk back to my bed, I was so tired my eyeleads were feeling so heavy if I blink my eyelids wouldn't open no more.

-Well Imma get going...-.

-Wait, stay-. I say with my eyes closed. -I mean you're the only person I can trust right now-. She gives me a small kiss on the forhead and then walks out the bedroom.

-Night Martijn-. She says closing the bedroom door. I fall quickly to sleep.

Cindy's POV

I told Sarah I wanted her to come with me to sign with Spinnin Records, she agreed and now were driving there, were listening to music on the radio, singing, dancing and playing around like normal teenagers do.

We arrive our destination and enter the big building, We walk inside and a nice lady recieves us.

-Good morning, How may I help you girls?-. Says the nice looking lady.