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Chapter 38 : The Mess I Made

"Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes
Instead of runnin' place"
-Parachute-

Jon POV

It's been a week since she left. I haven't got a chance to talk to her yet. I'm literally sure she's still mad at me. Being pretty even make it worst. Her mood swing is uncontrollable. I called her for millionth time but she didn't bother to answer. I text her but still no reply.

I try to reach for her but I didn't have time to do it because of my schedule was packed with lots of signing, live events and some other tapping for the network.

I know she was staying at her parents house. Good thing about it I know she was safe because her family was around her. The bad thing is this isn't going to look nice for her family. I'm hundreds percent sure Ian will hate me more than before and the others might hate me as well.

The reason why I know she was there is because she doesn't have any other place to go and because Elle had confirmed it to me. Right now Elle is the only person I will contact to asked about her since she didn't even bother to answer my phone.

I explain everything to my girl best friend and thank God she's understand it. But that doesn't mean she didn't mad at me. I'd literally tried everything to convince her to help me to find a conclusion on how to end this and finally we have one.

So today is the day where I'm gonna talk everything out to her. Elle had agree to help me bring Jess to Florida. They will arrive soon and right now I'm nervously wait for them at the airport.

Few minutes later I saw Elle with two big luggage before I saw Jess.  Gosh I didn't remember how much I miss her. This is one of the hardest week I ever had. Being far from her and didn't even hear her voice making it more worst. She look as beautiful as she is. Her bump is really showing now since it's only another week to come and she will be six months. Another three months and the twin will arrive.

I take a deep breath before went to where they we're.

"Hey!" I greet more like a whisper.

Her head snap towards me before send me a dagger look. If only eyes can kill I will be dead. She's still mad.

"You come right at the time!" Elle said to me.

"What is this?" She asked madly at Elle since she doesn't know that the reason she's here has nothing to do about her job. Elle just make that up so she will be here.

"I'll take it from here. You can go now!" I dismiss Elle.

"Wait what? I thought..." She look at Elle but she cut her off.

"I'm sorry Jess but I need to do this for your own sake. I know I lied to you about coming here but both of you need to talk this out. So I leave this to you Jon. You better take care of her!"

"I will!" I replied and with that she left.

"This is ridiculous! I'm gonna go back home!" She turn away but I stop her with grabbing her wrist.

"Baby please!" I sigh.

"Just listen to me! We need to solve this once and for all!" I added. She grab her hand from mine and look at me while thinking deeply.

"Talk!" She said finally.

"Not here!" I grin and hold her hand again to lead her to my rental car.

"Don't touch me or I leave!" He pull away from me.

"Okay fine! How about a kiss hello!" I joke. I've miss her kiss so much so I don't know if it was a joke or what.