The Quiet One

Her silent scream

Her name was jane she was once a happy girl that would always try to make everyone happy even if it meant getting injured , give them everything , ang get sick just to see the ones she cared for smiling again , as usual she couldn't sleep.

She was laying on her bed , shes been living with her grandparents over a year possibly , her grandmother loved her her even though sometimes they would argue but later on make up.

As she layed down with her earbuds in she listened to her music (beautiful pain by andy black) she looked out the window near her looking at the tree and stars though there were very few , she thought about who she should trust , her father or grandmother, she loved both but she knows she's not the type to get close.

Her abusive mother abandoned her at age twelve never turning back , but now that shes thirteen she messaged her on social media but now as months pass thirteen year old jane is now living with her father.

She regrets living with him since all him and his girlfriend only end up fighting , her seventeen year old daughter sammy was the popular outgoing blonde , jane knew the truth about both fake women , they both are judgemental and selfish lonely women who need men to make them happy , one day jane had enough , she was listening to Melanie Martinez as she sang along to dollhouse.

She sighed as she planned to ask her father if he was moving on but...suddenly flashbacks hit her "mommy , daddy look" she was a year old but..when her parents were better people , she giggles hugging her stuffed animal clutching onto her blue aqua balloon her father knelt and sang along with his wife happy birthday...she wiped her tears as another memory passed.

This memory was heartbreaking she was with her mother and father watching them argue and seven year old jane got up her father lifted her and threw her to the bed roughly with her frightened little brother and mother as he left slamming the door shattering beer bottles and as she wiped her tears the next morning her mother grabbed her chin roughly telling her in Spanish "dare tell anyone of last night i swear ill fucking murder you" she growled as she let go roughly as jane held back tears nodding.

Jane stood there holding her stomach from crying so much along with other full memories of her mother and father ...but things changed.

"JANE!!!" calls martha (dads girlfriend) jane walks in as she said "jane you dont live in compton anymore you live here with us in a good area , forget about the driveby's you've heard and everything else , now you can't wear all black anymore not even grey...so forget about compton , your father has told me some gang wanted to murder you and i see you here being a happy girl now" jane thought to herself 'what?! You cant tell me who to be and who not to be! Why does my dad tell you this?!' Martha smiled and dismissed her as she had to get ready for her fourth day of school.