The Quiet One

The feeling

Jane headed to math as she had her presentation in her hand , her classmate and her had difficulties presenting. She felt like she was going to cry...what?! Thats crazy she would never cry in public , as she felt sadness and anger , she went up with her classmate she heard "straight out of compton" she grew tired then the same male voice "whats bompton?~" she grew more anger sending a glare to the voices direction.

~~bell rings for dismissal~~
She ran out the class and went to sammys class but...jane received a text from her father:

Dad: HAHA Thats so funny i survived two wars and i have to deal with guilty selfish people , this is why i want to be alone

Jane held back her tears as she walked faster to sammys class thinking 'he's just like mom...never there to talk or realize who he made me be , im tired i just want to die..' she saw sammy as she looked down noticing she had tears "the fight got bigger?" jane asked about martha and her father as sammy nodded crying and talking about her ex going to vacation with another girl , jane wasn't the type to deal with relationships at all.

She got into the car with sammy hearing martha bickering with sammy 'such a happy family' she thought impatiently and sarcastically. She wanted to die she wanted a pill she wanted to go to a hospital....she just wanted to leave this pain...she started to feel a feeling she has never felt , getting impatient and the feeling to hurt someone made her giggle silently as she ran inside the house and took her clothes and her phone turning on the shower listening to three days grace - pain.