Heavy dirty soul

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if the text is in italic then it's meant to be blurryface, just in case.

"Leave me alone please i didn't do anything." Tyler pleaded

"But of course, you don't have to do anything for me to hate you and make your life a living hell" Blurry wasn't giving anytime soon and Tyler knew it

"Can anyone save my heavy dirty soul?! I don't wanna know you anymore! You aren't real!!"

"Oh you wish could only wish i was a bad dream, I'm your number one enemy and you won't forget me anytime soon."

"Those few words....oh how I wish I could forget." Tyler muttered to himself. He was alone in his room, his family was downstairs enjoying themselves while he sat on his bed feeling so trapped and lost. They never really tried to communicate with him because they knew he would block them out or ignore them, almost as if he never wanted any help.

"I'm going out, not sure when i'll be home but i'll let you know. Bye mom, see ya Dad." He said as he walked out the door, unsure of where his feet will take him..Hopefully somewhere where He isn't.

Tyler wandered the streets, going down one street then up the next, still thinking if He was aware of his thoughts and actions.

It was about 8pm when he left his house, he ended up at Josh's house around 8:30pm.

He felt a sense of relief seeing Josh's house. He knew he hadn't lost his sense of direction, at least for now.

"Hey is Josh home?" He asked Josh's mom

"Yea he's in his room being a little drummer boy as always. You can go on upstairs and see him."
"Thank you"

She happily lets Tyler in the house and pointed towards the stairs

He slowly makes his way to Josh's room, hearing the drumming get louder with each step.

"Josh...? Josh? JOOOSSSHHH??!!?!!" He yelled to get his attention..

"Oh! Hey Ty what's up man?"

"Not much, I had to leave my house...It happened again" He said in a broken tone toward the end

Josh lets him continue his thought. "My mind is being plagued with all these horrible thing, I wanna choke them...I want them to die, they feel like a heavy burden on my soul."

"Well..Dang, you got me on the end of my leash here Ty. I wanna help you but this sounds like a personal battle with you know who.." Josh replied to him. "I'm here to help you though, I know we can do it. So i'm on board with anything you got!"

Tyler felt like he was at a dead-end. Josh turned around and played a quick beat on his drum set. Tyler paused for a moment and looked at Josh as if he had just been hit with genius.

Tyler got up and walked around Josh's room, he came across a pen and paper. He sat down and began to write his thoughts. Near the end of the night, Tyler had written quite a bit of stuff. He decided not to show Josh and scrunched the paper into his pocket. He laid on Josh's bed listening to whatever it was that he was drumming, he noticed it was 11pm, he figured he should leave since Josh's mom wasn't too fond of him staying up late. Josh gets off his drums and walks tyler to the door downstairs to say bye.

"Later man, oh just an idea...You should try and develop that beat you had going, it was sick. "

"As frick?" Josh snickered

"Yes Josh, it was sick as frick." Tyler responded somewhat sarcastically.

They do their special handshake and then Tyler slowly walks away from Josh's house, making his way back home.

The walk home was a dead silence. It wasn't a good silence, to him any silence was violent. He was left alone with his thoughts and Him. The things he feared constantly followed him, he would rather hear anything rather than nothing at all.

He arrived home at 11:30pm, no one was awake, they all went to bed. He found that odd since they invited him to watch a movie earlier and it was a long one but he payed no mind to the fact.

He went upstairs to his room, sat on his bed and pulled out the scrunched up paper. He read it over and over again noticing more and more things every time he read it.

"This isn't me...Neither is that..Why did i write that?"

"No it's me Tyler."

"What do you want? Go torture someone else's sleep... Haven't you taken enough from me?"

"You can sleep when you're dead, Tyler. Don't you forget that I can bend and twist your mind to my liking. That notes you thought you wrote is proof of my influence on you. It was all fun and games but now, now it means war. You don't want me but face it you're nothing without me!"

"No i don't need you! No, why won't you leave me please?! I wanna be happy for once!!"

He realized this was really only the beginning of all this torture, whenever He wants and no way of stopping him. Tyler was determined to defeat Blurry.

A/N
Next chapter is Stressed out
If you have an idea I'd be glad to see
See ya in the next chapter❤😛

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 21, 2016 ⏰

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