It was just one simple fucking mistake just one I was just a hybrid that no one would want you don't understand I'm an Angel/Vampire experiment that no expected would survive I was in a world that no one wanted me in it that's until I found a group...
My mind was racing what was he thinking? I would never know I guess. I looked down and continued what I had started I looked down in the open chest full of photos and objects that I once cherished and loved doesn't mean I don't now I'm just not attached to them as I once was. They were a once upon a time thing I heard movement and then felt the bed dip meaning Ricky must of sat down beside me I didn't look nor pay attention to him, every once in a while when I used to think of him it felt like my cold heart ached.
And not only that I would have trouble breathing it's like the old me was wanting to come through the scar, when they took my soul out of me I always had pains like these but when I think of Ricky it gets worse than anything I've ever felt it started to throb making me put a hand where my heart used to be I'm saying this literally once they took my soul my heart stopped beating I was almost like a vampire but not because I'm colder than them in so many ways even if I am half vampire it doesn't mean that I'm full vampire I'm mostly Angel but that went away once they took my soul.
My wings turned black and the feathers started to come off now I have wings that look so broken and frail. I don't even let them out now because they are no use to me. I must have been lost in thought because I soon felt a hand on on the hand I had over the scar that was still pulsing with pain.
I looked up at Ricky with a look of pain and then gently moved his hand off of mine and got up and went to the window that was in my room and started taking deep breaths to calm the storm of pain inside my chest.
Ricky didn't have to say anything to know I was in pain when we were together we had charms made like wedding rings almost but they we're made by the fae which if you don't know who they are they are fairies, but anyway these objects we gave to each other when worn it was sealed forever you can't take off the object either it's enchanted so the person who has the object you gave them forms an emotional and physical bond where they can feel they're partners emotions and pain.
And if I didn't know any better I saw the ring I gave him that was on his ring finger.
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And if you've guessed by now yes the skeleton key necklace Ricky gave me was the object so yes we're forever bound to each other but our relationship isn't mended nor have we fixed it yet.
But the pain kept getting worse till I got my breathing under control the pain slowly went away leaving me panting with my arm against the side of the window I slowly opened one panel letting fresh air come through, the coldness setting ease to my lungs I unbuttoned my cape leaving me shirtless except for my black skinny's a studded belt and a a pair of platform creepers.
I was still catching my breath when suddenly Ricky burst out with "What the hell was that Josh?" He sounded concerned very concerned. I face him saying "I get those often because of my scar" I say turning towards him crossing my arms over my chest he was then staring at my chest which had the huge scar it was like an x but very large and it was a thick scar it covered completely over of where my heart used to be.
He came closer to me putting his hand back to where it was before but without my hand underneath his this time it was like he was trying to find a heart beat but it was no longer there it was gone.
"I'm sorry Josh I'm so sorry"
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