Twenty-one(me)

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Dear light,

Get in my head. Find the things I've hidden deep inside. Know me the way I fear to know myself. Get in my head because I get scared of the dark and don't dare to enter. Open me up like a corpse on the old steel table with an unknown death. Take my life from the inside because I can't stand this anymore. The nicotine doesn't help and the darkness is getting bigger. I told you I'm scared of the dark so get in my head. Get in my head and make it stop but don't turn on a light. If you turn on a light the monsters will get scared and run. So get in my head and kill me from the inside out that's the only way. The only way to kill the darkness is to kill me. Please understand.  Please stay. I am the light. Just get in my head and you will see I am darkness. Please stay and see that I don't know what I'm doing so please stay and see that I can be the light too. Don't kill me just stay while I fix myself. I don't know I am doing but I know that I can do this just stay please. See that I am the light. Don't turn on the light I fear I'm not ready. I just, I'm sorry. Just stay, please.

Sincerely, a scared girl

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