Falling Famous

Yet Again

I placed my hands of some girls hips. Her burr rubbing on my crotch. God I don't even care about her. I don't want to be here.

"Enjoy yourself Niall!" Josh said chugging down another drink.

"Sorry love, I'm going to get a drink." I said letting go of the girl. She gave a sloppy kiss. I walked away.

"I don't like this." I said. Josh shrugged.

"Drink up." he said giving me a shot. I quickly downed it. It gave a slight burn in my throat. I had another, and another, and another. I was completely wasted. All thoughts of Amber were gone.

"Hey sexy." I said pulling a girl from the dance floor. She smiled up at me. Beach blonde hair and blue eyes. She hastily put her lips onto mine. I grabbed her waist and pulled her close.

"There's my boy!" Josh yelled. He walked over to flirt with some girl. My hand moved to her ass and squeezed it.

"Do you want to go to the back room?" She asked suductively. Fucking back room. Hook up room.

"Sure darling." I walked in front of her. I oped the door. A bed with a nightstand. I left the lights off and locked the door.

"Get on the bed." I told her. She did as told. I walked over and hived over her. I made out with her. Her hands when up my shirt, then back down. She slowly lifted it. Amber's face flashed in my mind. Her two colored eyes looking at me. I jumped off of the girl

I can't do this. Amber was taking control of me.

"What is it baby?" she asked getting up. She ran her finger over my collar bone. I stepped back.

"I can't." I tugged at my hair.

"Oh you can." she forced herself upon me. I pushed her off.

"I don't want to." I said walking over to the door.

"Baby." she whined

"Don't, don't call me that." I said unlocking the door. "Just, leave me alone."

I walked away from her. I grabbed Josh on my way out.

"You man what's up?" he asked slurring his words.

"I'm taking a cab out of here. Come if you want." I said trying to flag one down.

"Naw imma party for a while longer." he said stumbling back in.

After a while a cab stopped and picked me up.

Once I got home I grabbed a bottle of liquor. I began to chug it. I wanted to drown all my thoughts. Anything about Amber gone. If she was thinking of Jake with me or if she was making out with him now. Gone. All of them.

After I had drank half of the bottle I changed into only my boxers. I laid down on my bed and passed out.

I woke up with a pounding headache. I looked over at my phone. A call and text from Amber. Shit. I got up and dialed her number.

"Hey Amber." I said turning on the coffee maker.

"Hey Niall. I was going to take you up on that deal." She said into the phone.

"Yeah. So when do you want to go out?" I paused. "Like for coffee not a date."

"It's like 1 now so, maybe 2?" God I slept until 1.

"Sound great. What time do you need to be back?"

"At 3:30 I have an interview. I can just go straight from there if you'd like to drive me." Amber said.

"I'd love to. Let's go to the one between our buildings. You should know that Starbucks." I said taking a sip of my coffee.

"See you then." she said then hung up. I need to shower now. I quickly finished off my coffee. I took a shower and got dressed. I walked into the bathroom and styles my hair into the usual quiff. I grabbed my sunglasses and went to the coffee shop.