Falling Famous

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I slowly opened my eyes. I could feel arms around my waist. I shift so I can look behind myself. His soft blonde hair touches my forehead. Niall. Shit, Niall! I can't believe that I actual slept with him.

Fucking shit how could I? Jake and I's 1 year is tomorrow. I love Jake. Niall was a mistake. I guess I just needed to get him out of my system. I shut my eyes again. Niall was very comfy. Jake would never do this. He doesn't like that.

"Hey." I whispered getting out of his grip. I scooted back but still layed there looking at him. God he looked good with sex hair. Niall groaned and opened his eyes. I wish I had his eyes. So deep and beautiful. Abnormal in a good way.

"Did we...?" he asked in a rough morning voice. I bit my lip and nodded.

"Don't bite your lip. It's really fucking sexy and we can't do it again." he said frowning. I let go of my lip. I gave him a deevilish smile and did it again. Niall pulled the covers over his face.

"Nial, we shouldn't, but I really want to. But I won't because I love Jake and I know how hurt he would be. I'm still deciding on telling him or not bu-"

"Don't tell him!" he jumped in. "You can't! He'll kill me Amber!" 

"Well I have to. There is no way I won't. It's better telling him than hiim finding out." I said stubbornly.

"Please don't." Niall begged. I shook my head.

"Niall, I have to." I said back. "In fact, I'm going now."

"I'll get my things then." he said back. I grabbed Niall's arm. "What?"

"Don't leave. Stay here." I said giving him a pouty face. Niall sighed.

"You wan't me to stay here alone?" he asked. I nodded. 

"Fine." he said giving up. "Just tell me when your coming back."

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I knocked on Jake's door. I waited a second. Nothing. I knocked again. Nothing. I put my key in and opened the door. I stepped inside. I could hear something. I slowly walked to his bedroom door. I knocked. At that moment the noise stopped. I oped the door. Jake was in bed with Alli.

"What the fuck!" I yelled. Jake jumped from bed and covered himself with a bedsheet.

"No Amber -"

"How long has this," I said waving my hand at them, "been going on?"

"3 months..." Alli said. I ran my hands down my face.

"I was coming over here to say I had slept with Niall. I was going to say I'm so sorry, that I would never do anything like that ever again. I would of done anything for you. But now I see that everything I had felt towards you, didn't mean shit to you. I just want to say that I'm done with you now. No more get back togethers." I said walking away from him. I heard Alli get her stuff on and she ran out the apparnment. 

"Come back." Jake demanded. I shook my head.

"I said come back." he said angerly. I ignored him and kept walking. His hand grabbed my wrist way too tight, it hurt.

"Jake let go of me!" I yelled trying to pull my arm back. He just held it even tighter, bringing me even more pain. I whimpered.

"Come fucking back here and say you take me back!" he kicked the door shut.

"No! I don't want you back!" I snapped back. His eyes hardened. I hadn't been more scared.

"Take that back." he said through gritted teeth. I tried not let my fear show, failing at it I shook my head.

"Amber, coperate, or else." his eyes would of burt out in flames. I shook my head again. 

"You fucking bitch." He said though gritted teeth. 

Jake punched my jaw. I dropped to the floor. Pain spread through me. How could this be my Jake? The one I cuddle and kiss. Play video games with? 

"Take it back yet?" he asked.

"I will never take you back Jake. You have cheated on me with my so called best friend." I said. Jake kicked me focefully in my side. I crumbled up. I swear he just broke my rib.

"Get up!" he said. I slowly stood up with great pain. He punched me in the eye. I stumbled back into a wall. I grabbed a vase a threw it at his face. He fell to the floor and I opened the door to the bathroom and crawled in. I quickly locked the door and pulled out my phone. I dialled Niall's number.

"COME OUT HERE!" I heard Jake yell. I didn't even notice I had been crying.

"Hello? Amber is everything ok?" I head Niall say,

"No, please come here." I said back.

"AMBER YOU FUCKING BITCH COME OUT HERE RIGHT NOW!" he screamed. The door began to shake.

"What is he doing? Tell me the adress."  Niall said. I began to tell him but them my phone died. How could this happed now?

I grabbed the sink and pulled myself up. I looked at myself in the miror. My lip was bleeding badly, my eye was swollen shut, and the side of my face had cuts all over it. There was matted blood in my hair as well. I felt so weak as Jake pounded on the door. I lifted my shirt to see my side. It was a huge bruise. I let my shirt down and put my back on the wall and slid it down. The door broke open. Jake stood there with a knife.

"Jake! Why are you so mad?!" I shouted.

"Because you slept with Niall, you said I didn't care for you, and you broke up with me. I can't let you break up with me. You have to be mine." he said getting closer.

"You have been sleeping with Alli for months! I have only had it with Niall once." I whimpered. Jake got closer.He towered over me. Jake grabbed a bandana and gagged me. He sliced at my arm with the knife. A huge cut began to bleed down my arm. I tried to screamout in pain. I put my hand over the wound.

"You deserve it. I have had tons of anger pent up towards you. Now I can let it all out.' he chuckled.

"What have I done?" I I mumbled.

"Going around. Talking to so many men. Bet you fucked them as well you slut." He said kicking my stomach. Then a door opened. Jake's head snapped over to it. There was a officer and Niall behind him.

"Niall!" I tried to say, but was muffled by the gag.

"Get the fuck away! I'll kill her" Jake said putting the knife to my neck.