Videos She Awoke To

Chapter 2

I go to the next message, Clicking play.

   Freya sits infront of the camera with a worried expression. "Hey Cerys.. You weren't at school again.. And you won't reply... What's wrong?" she sighs. "I know you've been having problems lately... They haven't finally overcome you, have they? please tell me they didn't... Even the teachers are worried. I know you thought none of us actually cared but that's not true.. Come back to school soon, okay? or at the very least.." she pauses. I feel my heart clench. "tell me whats going on? open up to me again? you've been so distant..." She looks like she wants to continue, but she doesn't. Just stares at the camera for a few moments before shaking her head and stopping the recording.

I frown. I was pushing her away? I wonder what was going on... When she finds out I'm awake im sure she'll want answers.. I wish I could give them to her. As I finish that video a doctor walks in. He looks surprised that I'm awake and, if just being awake wasn't enough, sitting up while on my phone.
   "Ms.Williams... You're awake." he says, walking over to grab his clipboard. His eyes look guilty. Like he hopes I didn't read anything. But I already did. I think my lack of a reply lets him Know that. He clears his throat. "We need to run some tests. Make sure everything is running correctly. I'll have everything ready in an hour or so." I nod. I wont bring up the memory yet. As much as I'm panicking about it, I feel like amnesia will speed this process up. I need the hour to watch these videos..