"the voices speak to me and i always listen, but when they tell me to run from you, i can't"
"if they said you should leave me they must be right. listen to the voices, but don't let them capture you"
or
his world is dark and dangerous, but im tangled in the oblivious abyss. he may push me away, but i won't run from him.
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phaannn
dark magic? mental issues? i have a whole plot for this in my head but my explaining is bad