Obsession (boyxboy) DISCONTINUED

Chapter 6

I deleted a bunch of chapters to start over and fix things. Reread this chapter.

~Evan's pov~

I speed down the street to somewhere. Not really sure where. But I was just angry.

At myself. At Sydney. At everything.

I knew that this would have happened sooner or later. I would have preferred later. I'm not fucking gay.

My phone rings beside me in the passenger side while I drive to a place to get away from everything.

I keep my eyes on the road and let the phone ring. My outro song filled the once silent car until it cut off and all was quiet again.

I continued driving until I was nearing the edge of the city. I didn't think I drove that far. I slowed down to a stop and got out of my car. The sun just beginning to set for the day.

'Why me?' I thought as I climbed on the hood, then to the roof, of my car. It's so quiet here. Peaceful. 'I should come here more often.'

I closed my eyes and laid back. Woods surround each side of me. I focus on the noises exiting from them. Birds chirping. Little animal rustling in the leaves.

I didn't even realize how long I've been here until I opened my eyes and saw nothing but the dark sky and stars. It looks so beautiful. I lay there a bit longer and stare at the sky.

"Evan?" I jumped and sat up. Looking around me, I search for where the voice came from. My eyes lock onto a figure running my way. "Jesus Christ. I thought you were really gone." Jonathan?

I hop down from the roof of my car just as he reaches me. He pulls me into a hug and I stiffen.

"You could have let me know you'd be out this long." He pulled away from me and held me at arm's length. "I was so worried." I stared at him blankly.

"I want you out of my house. Don't come back." I shrugged him away from me only to have him tighten his grip on me.

"Why?" He questioned.

"Because I said." I shrugged him off again and got in my car. I took off down the road and left him behind.

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I didn't get home until late. And I mean really late. It was nearly 2 in the morning when I pulled up to my house. There were lights on inside and I got mad knowing that it was Jonathan. I got out of my car and slammed the door. I marched up to the door and threw it open.

"What the fuck did I s-" I froze. "Mom?"

"Evan! Where have you been?" My mother said worriedly standing up and rushing towards me. "I've been so worried about you. You haven't talked to me in so long, you didn't answer my calls, Sydney hasn't answered my calls." I felt so bad. My mother has been worrying about me. How could I have forgotten about her?

"I'm so sorry mom. Everything's been so bad lately. Sydney and I aren't getting married. I broke up with her. She didn't love me, mom. How did you even get in here?" I finally asked.

"Come. Sit." We went to the couch and sat down. "Honey, I could have told you that Sydney didn't love you. I acted like I liked her because I knew you liked her. Do you love her?" I thought the question over thoroughly. Did I? And if I didn't, when did I stop?

"No. I don't love her." I decided. My mom hugged me to her.

"She didn't deserve my baby anyways. You're too good for her. Now, to answer your question, you're friend let me in. A nice boy he is. He has such gorgeous eyes too. Nice and strong as well." Fucking Jonathan! "I should be going. It's late and your father is up waiting for me." She stood up and I followed.