Unconditional love

Confused

Moring
6:50 a.m

Ny pov

I had slept for atleast 3 hours
One because i just thinking like
"Nicole your moving to fast like you only knew this boy for a month and your already kissing him"  like i wasnt raised like that maybe its because im hurting ya know like missing that father figure from a young age.
Here the story of my life back in france.

France Monte,Carlo

Ny age 10

Nick your not just about to up and leave after you hit me . i heard my mom scream
this was basically my life my dad would get mad about anything and just hit my mom its been happening since i was 10 but stopped once i hit 11 years old i dont know why my dad does it but he always manage to hurt her.
My mom name is Christina Rodriguez my mom had me at 21 but her and my father was married since she was 16 and he was 17 i always thought that was cute .

Christina get THE FUCK OUT MY FACE before i beat the hell out of you. My dad yelled. Now my dad went to the navy after graduation and he said he was going to come back for my mom after a year he came back she said they were happy together and when she turned they had started trying to make a baby and well you know so anyway when he found out she was pregnant she said he changed for the worse like stop caring for her and all but when she threaten to leave him he was all nice then she has me and it was all good until i turned 10 and he would start coming home late and would beat my mom .
So yeah that basically how it was

Flashback over

So yea that why i think we all that in this little friend group is moving to fast so im going to talk to jayla about it. I walked in jayla room and told her we need to talk
Alr so wassup. Jayla asked
I think were moving to fast with the boys . i told her
What do you mean. She asked
Like the kissing. Just all of it you know. I told her
Well do think were moving to fast to but i been knowing tyler since pre-k we actually were first loves and bestfriend until high school started.

Jayla pov
Well do think were moving to fast to but i been knowing tyler since pre-k we actually were first loves and bestfriend until high school started. I said tearing up just from just how bad  highschool year was for me i would always get picked on because i had no ass or boobs i had braces and glasses you know lile you typical nerd me and tyler dated during middle school but once we got into highschool he hit puberty. And stop hanging around me because he thought he was too good and didn't want to be friends anymore so he cut me off so that's when sophomore year came and and I hit puberty and my body started shaping out more and  that's when he like started to see me I guess but I don't give a f*** because it was done it wasn't a good c sophomore year I lost my best friend freshman year just to get him back when my sister come  junior year..but it  really doesn't even matter

Long story short he ditched me when he came up, left me all alone knowing he was the closet thing that i had. I told her

Damn thats fucked up but i think we should all just you know remain friends until further notice and if you feel like that you and ty should just have a sit down and talk it out fr. Ny said giving me a hug and getting up

Thanks ny. I said
Np . she said leaving out my room i honestly is just going to take ny advice  amd talk to ty about it.

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