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"imagine you're at the beach. 

and walk in the water, blindfolded.

you keep walking, but you don't know where you're going.

all you know is you're going deeper, and eventually it gets to the point where you can't breathe.

you just go deeper and deeper and deeper.

and you want air.

that's all.

just air.

now imagine the relief when you're pulled out the water, just for a second. 

the blindfold is depression.

and cutting is the relief.

that's all."