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A week passed since the park incident with Blake. He hadn't even tried to reach out to me, and I hadn't either. Although, I was constantly checking his social media to see if he was okay. He hadn't done a YouNow since the day before we talked. He hadn't posted on Instagram since that same day. He was still tweeting but not as much, and he had tweeted a couple of sad tweets which I could only assume were about me.
@blakegray: i miss you
@blakegray: why do i always fuck it up lol
@blakegray: dont wanna lose u
These were just some of the sad tweets he had posted over the days. I hadn't tweeted a single thing, or posted on Instagram, or gone live. I really wasn't in the mood to, and I didn't want to bring the fans down.
They're smart though, they knew something had to have happened. I already received various tweets asking about Blake and I. Most people wanted to know if he was okay, some asked if I was okay, some asked if we had broken up. We weren't ever together, though. I decided to tweet so that the fans would know I was doing fine.
@scarlettreeed: hey guys :) sorry for not being on in a while. love u guys.
@scarlettreeed: i miss u guys lol ure like my only friends besides Olive. how have u all been?
I went through my mentions and retweeted some replies. Everyone seemed happy I was back on but there were an overwhelming amount of questions about Blake. I wanted to get everyone to stop asking about him.
@scarlettreeed: how about i do a Q&A?? Tweet me questions with #askscar
I started going through the questions, mentally thanking the people not asking about Blake.
I went through and answered a few until I saw one asked by Blake.
@blakegray: #askscar do you want to go get ice cream later lol?
Of course, Blake would do that. He would tweet me so I had no other choice but to answer because the fans would get suspicious if I didn't. But I wasn't about to pretend nothing had happened.
@scarlettreeed: @blakegray im busy lol
@blakegray: @scarlettreeed all day?
@scarlettreeed: @blakegray all week actually lol
@blakegray: @scarlettreeed ok lol... i miss u tho
@scarlettreeed: @blakegray go to sleep 🙃
@scarlettreeed: all right guys, its getting late, imma go to sleep lol. goodnight cuties. maybe i'll go live tomorrow ! :)
I locked my phone and put it facing downwards on my bed. Then I stood up and went to wash my face before going to sleep. Today was another wasted day, I literally woke up, watched Netflix, took a bath and then got ready to sleep. When I got back to my room I heard my phone ringing. I picked it up, it was Blake. I was debating whether or not to answer but I decided I should.
"Hello?" I said.
"Scar." Blake said, "I miss you."
I immediately regretted answering, I honestly wasn't ready to talk to him yet. "Okay."
"Stop it. I know you miss me too." Blake said.
I took a deep breath before answering, "No, Blake, you stop it. I already said all that I need to say. You don't want to be with me and I don't want to be friends with you. It ends there."
